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I stared up at Gil for a moment before starting to feel the lump in my throat.. He stared back down at me, his eyes filled with something I couldn't quite comprehend.
I lowered my head, and started to walk away. I heard Gil call me, but  didn't listen.. all I wanted at that moment was to be alone, to be on my own for a good while..
I stepped down the hall to my room quickly.. I heard Gil call me again, and closed my door before he could make it to me. I clicked the lock, and backed away and sat on my bed. I heard Gil knock.
"Oz? Oz, please, open up.. Oz, what did I say?! Oz? Oz!"
I didn't open my door.. I felt the lump in my throat swell, and tears streamed down my face.. I heard Gil pound my door one more time, "Oz, please!!! I don't know what you thought I meant, but please, please let me in!"
I stood reluctantly, and made my way to the door. I unlocked it, and opened it for Gil to come in. I went back and sat down on my bed as he closed the door. Gil stood in the center of my room, as I sat, not saying a word. Gil took a breathe;
"Oz, I meant when I said you sounded ridiculous that you sounded silly in the sense that I would never not love you.I've  always loved you! With everything I've got!"
I looked up at Gil, surprised, and still crying.. I felt the warm tears still on my cheeks, and when I looked up at Gil, he had angst, and sadness, and pure unconditional love plastered onto his features. Gil shook his head, and his knees fell out under him.. he gripped his head, and clamped his eyes shut, "I never stopped loving who you are, what you are, to me at least... all this time, through the bullying, through the time you spent in Abyss, through everything, all I ever wanted was for you to love me back! And finding out you loved me today, and yet you thought I didn't love you?"
Gil looked up at me, and his eyes were brimming with tears, "I felt like dying!! How could you not think I loved you, Oz?!"
I sat on the bed, staring in awe at him, feeling terrible.
Gil sat crouched on the floor, crying.
I didn't know what to do anymore.
I stood and went and kneeled next to him.
"Gil.. don't- don't be upset..."
Gil continued to shake, and I put my hands on his shoulders.. he stopped for a bit, but then proceeded...
"Gil.. Gil?"
Gil stumbled over his breathy words, "Wh-wh-wha-what?"
I  took my fingers under his chin and lifted his head so he could look me in the eye.. his smoldering golden gaze almost made me fall back in amazement.. i only allowed myself to blush, however. I looked at him with the deepest concern, wondering if the pain, and the hurt inside of him would ever go away.
He looked into my eyes with a wide, almost child like gaze. I could see the heat rising in his face, the deep red blush coming to him.
I traced his jaw with my other hand, moving my fingers eventually up to his cheek.. he reaches a shaky hand, and placed it on mine, closing his eyes, and then opening them slowly.
I got close enough to feel his breathe, and to feel his hair tickle my forehead.
I heard his breathe come in raspy rapid beats.. he was afraid. I smirked.
"I wouldn't be too afraid of me..."
Gil's pupils dilated, and I closed my eyes. I pressed my lips to his, and heard him gasp. He pus a hand on my waist, and we fell back onto the floor. Gil  intertwined his fingers with my hand that was still on his face.
I felt his hand the was on my waist slide up to my vest.. I took my second hand, the free on, and pried his fingers off of the hand on his  face.. I took my hands, and proceeded to unbutton his shirt, as he did the same with my vest.
Gil made a small moaning sound, and the broke the kiss off, sliding away form me. He covered his mouth, and his blush deepened.
I sat back on the floor, propping myself up on my hands.
"Gil? what's wrong?"
Gil's eyes flickered around the room for a second.. when he spoke his voice was high, "Umm.. sorry.. about.. that.. sound.. I, umm.. I couldn't help it..."
I smiled, and went back over to my bed, and lied down in it.
I smiled again, "Don't be.. never said I didn't like it."
Gil set his gaze  on me ounce more.. I looked away from him, to the ceiling, my heart going a mile a minute.
I felt hands on my chest, and then his lips met mine again.
I took in a sharp breathe, and my eyes went wide..
I soon relaxed and let everything happen.
A sudden knock on my door.
Gil nearly fell off of the bed, and ended up in an awkward position next to me.. I looked around, and didn't know what to do other than tell the person they could come in.
Break opened the door, and then he blushed.
"Ah la la," he said, and I could tell he was holding back laughter.
I looked at Gil and myself.
Out clothes and hair were in a mess, and Gil's shirt was still unbuttoned.
I blushed along with Gil.
Break blushed even more, not knowing where to look.
"Well, umm.. Oscar-sama wanted you two to come back to the living room along with Ada, but I see that may not be an option..."
I  shook my head, "No, No.. Break we can come.." Gil nods vigorously.. Break nods and leaves the room.. I fix my hair, and my vest as Gil does the same and we leave the room, maybe acting a wee bit too innocent.
Gil and I sit, me sitting on one couch.. it seemed as though Gil would sit next to me, but Ada called him over.
"Gilbert-sama, come and sit next to me!"
Gil looked back at me for a second, before going over to Ada and sitting awkwardly next to her.
Ada said something that made Gil blush, and Break and Uncle Oscar were having a laughable conversation. I watched as Ada said something more, and Gil tried to find a way to respond.. Gil gave in somehow, to something.
Ada's expression changed, and she stood in a fury, "WHAT?!" Gil stumbled over some words, but Ada left in a huff, Oscar and Break watching her o.. Gil looked at me, and I looked back.
And then I knew at ounce.
He'd told Ada.

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I stared up at Gil for a moment before starting to feel the lump in my throat.. He stared back down at me, his eyes filled with something I couldn't quite comprehend.
I lowered my head, and started to walk away. I heard Gil call me, but  didn't listen.. all I wanted at that moment was to be alone, to be on my own for a good while..
I stepped down the hall to my room quickly.. I heard Gil call me again, and closed my door before he could make it to me. I clicked the lock, and backed away and sat on my bed. I heard Gil knock.
"Oz? Oz, please, open up.. Oz, what did I say?! Oz? Oz!"
I didn't open my door.. I felt the lump in my throat swell, and tears streamed down my face.. I heard Gil pound my door one more time, "Oz, please!!! I don't know what you thought I meant, but please, please let me in!"
I stood reluctantly, and made my way to the door. I unlocked it, and opened it for Gil to come in. I went back and sat down on my bed as he closed the door. Gil stood in the center of my room, as I sat, not saying a word. Gil took a breathe;
"Oz, I meant when I said you sounded ridiculous that you sounded silly in the sense that I would never not love you.I've  always loved you! With everything I've got!"
I looked up at Gil, surprised, and still crying.. I felt the warm tears still on my cheeks, and when I looked up at Gil, he had angst, and sadness, and pure unconditional love plastered onto his features. Gil shook his head, and his knees fell out under him.. he gripped his head, and clamped his eyes shut, "I never stopped loving who you are, what you are, to me at least... all this time, through the bullying, through the time you spent in Abyss, through everything, all I ever wanted was for you to love me back! And finding out you loved me today, and yet you thought I didn't love you?"
Gil looked up at me, and his eyes were brimming with tears, "I felt like dying!! How could you not think I loved you, Oz?!"
I sat on the bed, staring in awe at him, feeling terrible.
Gil sat crouched on the floor, crying.
I didn't know what to do anymore.
I stood and went and kneeled next to him.
"Gil.. don't- don't be upset..."
Gil continued to shake, and I put my hands on his shoulders.. he stopped for a bit, but then proceeded...
"Gil.. Gil?"
Gil stumbled over his breathy words, "Wh-wh-wha-what?"
I  took my fingers under his chin and lifted his head so he could look me in the eye.. his smoldering golden gaze almost made me fall back in amazement.. i only allowed myself to blush, however. I looked at him with the deepest concern, wondering if the pain, and the hurt inside of him would ever go away.
He looked into my eyes with a wide, almost child like gaze. I could see the heat rising in his face, the deep red blush coming to him.
I traced his jaw with my other hand, moving my fingers eventually up to his cheek.. he reaches a shaky hand, and placed it on mine, closing his eyes, and then opening them slowly.
I got close enough to feel his breathe, and to feel his hair tickle my forehead.
I heard his breathe come in raspy rapid beats.. he was afraid. I smirked.
"I wouldn't be too afraid of me..."
Gil's pupils dilated, and I closed my eyes. I pressed my lips to his, and heard him gasp. He pus a hand on my waist, and we fell back onto the floor. Gil  intertwined his fingers with my hand that was still on his face.
I felt his hand the was on my waist slide up to my vest.. I took my second hand, the free on, and pried his fingers off of the hand on his  face.. I took my hands, and proceeded to unbutton his shirt, as he did the same with my vest.
Gil made a small moaning sound, and the broke the kiss off, sliding away form me. He covered his mouth, and his blush deepened.
I sat back on the floor, propping myself up on my hands.
"Gil? what's wrong?"
Gil's eyes flickered around the room for a second.. when he spoke his voice was high, "Umm.. sorry.. about.. that.. sound.. I, umm.. I couldn't help it..."
I smiled, and went back over to my bed, and lied down in it.
I smiled again, "Don't be.. never said I didn't like it."
Gil set his gaze  on me ounce more.. I looked away from him, to the ceiling, my heart going a mile a minute.
I felt hands on my chest, and then his lips met mine again.
I took in a sharp breathe, and my eyes went wide..
I soon relaxed and let everything happen.
A sudden knock on my door.
Gil nearly fell off of the bed, and ended up in an awkward position next to me.. I looked around, and didn't know what to do other than tell the person they could come in.
Break opened the door, and then he blushed.
"Ah la la," he said, and I could tell he was holding back laughter.
I looked at Gil and myself.
Out clothes and hair were in a mess, and Gil's shirt was still unbuttoned.
I blushed along with Gil.
Break blushed even more, not knowing where to look.
"Well, umm.. Oscar-sama wanted you two to come back to the living room along with Ada, but I see that may not be an option..."
I  shook my head, "No, No.. Break we can come.." Gil nods vigorously.. Break nods and leaves the room.. I fix my hair, and my vest as Gil does the same and we leave the room, maybe acting a wee bit too innocent.
Gil and I sit, me sitting on one couch.. it seemed as though Gil would sit next to me, but Ada called him over.
"Gilbert-sama, come and sit next to me!"
Gil looked back at me for a second, before going over to Ada and sitting awkwardly next to her.
Ada said something that made Gil blush, and Break and Uncle Oscar were having a laughable conversation. I watched as Ada said something more, and Gil tried to find a way to respond.. Gil gave in somehow, to something.
Ada's expression changed, and she stood in a fury, "WHAT?!" Gil stumbled over some words, but Ada left in a huff, Oscar and Break watching her o.. Gil looked at me, and I looked back.
And then I knew at ounce.
He'd told Ada.