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I remember vividly the first time I had my exposure to this particular character: I was in a dark spot of my live. My relationship was abusive and toxic, my life seemed pointless due to not performing in school very well and I often thought about death. I figured if I died on that very point in life, nothing would have been lost. I skipped school, lied to everyone and just wanted my life to end without taking it myself. I was and am still too proud to end my own existence.

Then suddenly, one day, I just see this random AMV on YouTube. I don't even remember the song, not even the video, but all it did was introduce me to Tails and Cosmo. I also experienced some weird Mandela Effect, but that is besides the point.

I was so in love with this couple, their designs and needless to say I was depressed when I found out the fate of Cosmo. But for some reason, I was so angry and spiteful about this, that I decided to draw my own character and have him fix their fate. Bada bing bada bum, I discover DeviantArt, like-minded people and a whole palate of different people who had their own fan characters, Seedrians or Mobians.

A lot has changed since then. I still remember the cringe bastard I used to be, but I am not that person anymore. True, I still love to shit on people and be as annoying as possible, but overall I noticed myself grow like a tree: Just like Cosmo did in the show. I always associated her with death and rebirth, the afterlife and how peaceful it can be. Now, as an adult, I can look back at all of this with a smile. If it were not for some random dude online who posted some old ass AMV of Tails and Cosmo, I might not have been here where I am now.

Life keeps on dishing out low blow after another, but I learned - first in naivety, then through adulthood, that life is a boxing ring. Life decks you in the face? Then punch its dick and headbutt it back. Fight with all you have and give it no quarter.

There is still room to grow. After all, I am not too much of a fan of some lines in this drawing, but it'll do. Right now, knowing I am still alive and have many more years to go, makes me very happy. Also knowing I am a very spiteful person and what not makes me laugh.

Cosmo belongs to Sega

PS: Shoutout to this drawing by Chaicon. Without it, I would have missed every single color lol
www.deviantart.com/cheroy/art/…

Description

I remember vividly the first time I had my exposure to this particular character: I was in a dark spot of my live. My relationship was abusive and toxic, my life seemed pointless due to not performing in school very well and I often thought about death. I figured if I died on that very point in life, nothing would have been lost. I skipped school, lied to everyone and just wanted my life to end without taking it myself. I was and am still too proud to end my own existence.

Then suddenly, one day, I just see this random AMV on YouTube. I don't even remember the song, not even the video, but all it did was introduce me to Tails and Cosmo. I also experienced some weird Mandela Effect, but that is besides the point.

I was so in love with this couple, their designs and needless to say I was depressed when I found out the fate of Cosmo. But for some reason, I was so angry and spiteful about this, that I decided to draw my own character and have him fix their fate. Bada bing bada bum, I discover DeviantArt, like-minded people and a whole palate of different people who had their own fan characters, Seedrians or Mobians.

A lot has changed since then. I still remember the cringe bastard I used to be, but I am not that person anymore. True, I still love to shit on people and be as annoying as possible, but overall I noticed myself grow like a tree: Just like Cosmo did in the show. I always associated her with death and rebirth, the afterlife and how peaceful it can be. Now, as an adult, I can look back at all of this with a smile. If it were not for some random dude online who posted some old ass AMV of Tails and Cosmo, I might not have been here where I am now.

Life keeps on dishing out low blow after another, but I learned - first in naivety, then through adulthood, that life is a boxing ring. Life decks you in the face? Then punch its dick and headbutt it back. Fight with all you have and give it no quarter.

There is still room to grow. After all, I am not too much of a fan of some lines in this drawing, but it'll do. Right now, knowing I am still alive and have many more years to go, makes me very happy. Also knowing I am a very spiteful person and what not makes me laugh.

Cosmo belongs to Sega

PS: Shoutout to this drawing by Chaicon. Without it, I would have missed every single color lol
www.deviantart.com/cheroy/art/…