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Is this it
Is this what I’ve been waiting for
All the weeks
All the hours
All the moments
For this nothing I’ve achieved
Did I bring it on myself
Probably

I’m so wrapped up in what I want
That I don’t even realise what I need
This lack of motivation, this apathy
Is the only thing that I can be
Ill do better next time, I swear ill really try
This mantra, this façade, this lie
Why do I even bother

Regret’s a funny thing
You wouldn’t feel it if you meant the things you say
Its such a fake feeling
You know why you did it
You know how it happened
If you knew it was wrong, why did you do it
Was it unexpected
Was it a surprise
Can you see the feeling in my eyes

With her you are awkward
Without her you are passion
When she is around you are stupid
When she is gone you are wit & charm
Who are you kidding
You are none of these things
Your writing is weak
Your opinions are lame
Could you ever really play this game