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It's the feeling
That won't let me
Stay indoors when
I'm unable
To calm myself
When I can't see
Anything but
All the places
In my sad, messy
Apartment, where
We talked, studied,
Made love, kissed
Where I cried
And you comforted me
Where we fell
Asleep together
On the other bed
Where I watched
As you breathed
And I thanked
A God I didn't
Talk to anymore
For everything
Single breath
You took as you
Dreamt of being
With someone else.
It's that feeling
That makes me
Walk these steps
So many times
A week
And stare up
At a winking star
That I used to visit
And now
Am not even allowed
To whisper to
"I love you"
When I'm
Standing
Yards beneath
It's orbit