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Published: 2019-08-26 08:07:53 +0000 UTC; Views: 905; Favourites: 37; Downloads: 2
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It's been a while since the last time I draw myself. In fact, I ain't look cool and maybe pretty like that haha.I came back to the company where suffered me long time ago 'cause they told me they would negotiate about my remuneration. I did it, and dealt the salary rate. I worked with no motivation, I just need to be free and stay in my house just for drawing. I worked, with the thought of leaving this place soon.
I used to suspense about my patience, that's why I worked in this f*cking company untill now.
This will be the end and I will be saved soon. I am still young and I don't need to bury my youth in this place, right?
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Also, please support my commission. Just $20 for an artwork and I won't make you disappointed.
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Comments: 26
Hagitachi In reply to Inkhov [2019-09-07 01:55:38 +0000 UTC]
I can't believe you commented on my posttttttt
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Softwarrior [2019-08-27 01:17:51 +0000 UTC]
Sometime we need to make things what we don't like in face to a better future, i hope you can leave that company soon and live as you want, strength! youi still young and have all a life to live
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Hagitachi In reply to Softwarrior [2019-08-27 01:59:45 +0000 UTC]
Sometimes, I wondered if my dicision is right or not. In fact, I (and I think others will be like that) am a slave of money...
The thought of uselessness kills me every day. But I shouldn't think that way, right?
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Softwarrior In reply to Hagitachi [2019-08-27 02:04:25 +0000 UTC]
Personally i think that is a right decision, because the idea isn't that you stay there forever, is just to keep here until you can get something better, you know only a step something temporal, by desgracee we all are slaves of money.
You can afford a job that you really hate, i think the less you are is useless, don't feel that way you are incredibly strong, not everyone can do that kind of things.
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Hagitachi In reply to Softwarrior [2019-08-27 03:17:02 +0000 UTC]
The future will help me realize is it right to quit a job. I know, all I need to do is just believing in myself that I can do it and I will get better soon.
But indeed, it still hurts, right? I tried my best during this passed time and received nothing in return. I deserve more than that, actually
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Softwarrior In reply to Hagitachi [2019-08-27 14:34:55 +0000 UTC]
I'm pretty sure you will, do your best!
Yeah, that's something horrible, you've done very well and hard is pretty sure you deserve something better, then just try to afford it until you can get something better that really makes you feel better
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Softwarrior In reply to Hagitachi [2019-08-28 14:06:14 +0000 UTC]
My best wishes, good luck!
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Im-Keyla-the-master [2019-08-26 20:04:22 +0000 UTC]
I'm hoping things turn out alright for you sooner than you expect. U.U
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Im-Keyla-the-master [2019-08-26 20:03:37 +0000 UTC]
I'm hoping things turn out alright for you sooner than you expect. U.U
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JustSilvia [2019-08-26 11:15:25 +0000 UTC]
This portrait is very pretty, and I really like the sketchiness of it ♥ Maybe you could add such option for your commissions? Of course if you want.
That's awesome to hear you're gonna be saved soon I really hope things will turn good for you. You surely don't have to waste your youth in such place.
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Hagitachi In reply to JustSilvia [2019-08-26 12:06:38 +0000 UTC]
Well in my official journal I mentioned sketch commission, but in my emergent commission I don't offer this type. I think you all have no time to scroll down all the long journal, so I make it as simple as i can.
If you or someone feel interested in sketch commission like that, just tell me. I am always willing to do it.
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JustSilvia In reply to Hagitachi [2019-08-26 12:17:27 +0000 UTC]
Ah, you're totally right, it's there, I'm sorry! I just looked at your main page to the commission widget and forgot about the journal. But you're right of course!
I think I may be interested, but for now and in the closest future (until October, I suppose) I'll be able to pay only with points. Is this okay for you? Also, how much would it be for something like this one? I don't know whether it counts as shaded or colored sketch? (Also, I need some time... mainly to think of which character I want ^^ And if it counts as colored, then I need to gain a couple of points, I have ALMOST the actual amount right now XD)
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Hagitachi In reply to JustSilvia [2019-08-27 01:04:00 +0000 UTC]
In my offical journal, the price for color sketch commission maybe around $7. If you pay by point, it will be 700 points.
I'll add new widget in case someone like you want this type of commission.
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JustSilvia In reply to Hagitachi [2019-08-27 01:59:35 +0000 UTC]
Ok, thanks, so I need to gain a bit more than I thought. But it's fine, your works are totally worth it
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Puhumaton In reply to Hagitachi [2019-08-26 08:40:45 +0000 UTC]
Will support when I receive funds to do so
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Hagitachi In reply to Puhumaton [2019-08-26 09:05:05 +0000 UTC]
Glad to hear~~ Hope to receive your note soon.
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Puhumaton In reply to Hagitachi [2019-08-26 09:09:32 +0000 UTC]
rn i got 5 € max to spare, but that is literally nothing.
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Hagitachi In reply to Puhumaton [2019-08-26 09:31:43 +0000 UTC]
Feel free to note me at any time you're ready~
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