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T.T; I fried my brain (and eye) spending 3+ hours editing this on Photoshop 7 when the original scrap took what 10 minutes to draw. It's still screwed but I can't bother anymore! >.<

I was thinking, self-esteem problem, being rejected since birth, loosing loved ones, bearing the burden of saving the world, w.e else I'm missing; that's a lot for a person. But the guilt of not being strong enough would prolly bite harder than anything else. These emotions are a swirling chaos in his heart and mind. It would really destroy his body if all those emotions were 'manifested' into physical form. >.> It's not all too bloody or horrific as I intended for it to be but I'll try harder! [burning eyes of determination]

In case anyone thinks I'm venting hatred on him, guess what? I'm not. Who doesn't like this adorable, idealistic kid? I will explain in a letter from me to him:

~~~~~~~

Dear Allen Walker,

The fact I love Kanda more than you doesn't stop me from totally sinking into the sticky pit of angsty twisted love for you.

Your idealism and perfection of an angsty character (who doesn't show it too much) awaken the most intense twisted macabre filled love in me for you. I love you in a way that I want to drain you of your blood, send you to Hell, bring you back and do it over again. Nothing would please my eyes more than to see your flesh ripped to pieces and carefully put together again.This is my love for the one and only, you.

On your blood soaked coffin bed, I will lay upon it white Lilies and red Roses (I am following hanakotoba in this). And it will the the finest bed and flowers in the world. And these will be in a silver cage, and forever you will be safe there. Because if it were me, I will forbid you to see the filth of this world. If it were me, there would be no such things as being tarred and broken.

I love you quite a bit, Allen. But I'd rather someone who won't kill you in your sleep take care of you. He is Kanda.

Sincerely,
Shi-hime.

~~~~~~~

Eh. I got the idea (somehow) looking at Uruhara-sama's doujin Food, page four. The gore came from Samurai-Bebop's Always Look on the Bright Side. ilu both.

Hoshino Katsura gave birth to Allen! He's her kid! I don't intend to buy his birth cert anytime in my life. =.='

ps. Ehehe.. Sachi should remember the title from somewhere.. And why is dA BENT on puttin' this scrap in 'Books/Novel' section?!?? D<

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T.T; I fried my brain (and eye) spending 3+ hours editing this on Photoshop 7 when the original scrap took what 10 minutes to draw. It's still screwed but I can't bother anymore! >.<

I was thinking, self-esteem problem, being rejected since birth, loosing loved ones, bearing the burden of saving the world, w.e else I'm missing; that's a lot for a person. But the guilt of not being strong enough would prolly bite harder than anything else. These emotions are a swirling chaos in his heart and mind. It would really destroy his body if all those emotions were 'manifested' into physical form. >.> It's not all too bloody or horrific as I intended for it to be but I'll try harder! [burning eyes of determination]

In case anyone thinks I'm venting hatred on him, guess what? I'm not. Who doesn't like this adorable, idealistic kid? I will explain in a letter from me to him:

~~~~~~~

Dear Allen Walker,

The fact I love Kanda more than you doesn't stop me from totally sinking into the sticky pit of angsty twisted love for you.

Your idealism and perfection of an angsty character (who doesn't show it too much) awaken the most intense twisted macabre filled love in me for you. I love you in a way that I want to drain you of your blood, send you to Hell, bring you back and do it over again. Nothing would please my eyes more than to see your flesh ripped to pieces and carefully put together again.This is my love for the one and only, you.

On your blood soaked coffin bed, I will lay upon it white Lilies and red Roses (I am following hanakotoba in this). And it will the the finest bed and flowers in the world. And these will be in a silver cage, and forever you will be safe there. Because if it were me, I will forbid you to see the filth of this world. If it were me, there would be no such things as being tarred and broken.

I love you quite a bit, Allen. But I'd rather someone who won't kill you in your sleep take care of you. He is Kanda.

Sincerely,
Shi-hime.

~~~~~~~

Eh. I got the idea (somehow) looking at Uruhara-sama's doujin Food, page four. The gore came from Samurai-Bebop's Always Look on the Bright Side. ilu both.

Hoshino Katsura gave birth to Allen! He's her kid! I don't intend to buy his birth cert anytime in my life. =.='

ps. Ehehe.. Sachi should remember the title from somewhere.. And why is dA BENT on puttin' this scrap in 'Books/Novel' section?!?? D<