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Published: 2013-08-27 16:54:33 +0000 UTC; Views: 249; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 0
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So I hide in my room and turn on all the lights,
I'm scared what they think but I still need it bright.
And the pain that runs down my arms fills me with tears,
It leaves me wondering who'll miss me when i'm done here?

And all of this pain it makes me think why?
Why am I a target, they tell me to go die.
They tell me to go cut myself, so I try.
And then I try to hide.

And these hunger pains rampage through my mind,
They remind me that i've starved myslef too many times.
Binging and winging as I said goodbye,
Am I perfect to you?
Cuz i'm not through my eyes.

So I skyve out of school and I hide myself,
I've left my emotions on an obviouse shelf.
They tease and they taunt and they break me inside,
Maybe it's best if I layed down my life.

All of these scars they make me think why?
Why do you bully me all of the time?
I've been broken in two far too many times,
Now all that remains is the hope in my eyes.

And these hunger pains rampage through my mind,
They remind me i've starved myself too many times.
Binging and winging as I said goodbye,
Am I perfect to you?
Cuz i'm not through my eyes.

I've taught myself that the mirror can lie,
It can change how you see yourself through your own eyes.
And their words bare down on you as you harm yourself.
Your emotions are shattered, they fell off the shelf.

So please, no more of these hunger pains.
So please, none of my self inflicted pain.
No more breaking and hiding behind a weak smile.
I'd make myself sick, but it's only blood and then bile.
As they rush me to hospital, the pills take thier toll.
And the light flickers out as i'm left with no soul.

And all of these hunger pains have left my mind,
No longer I starve myself all of the time.
No more binging or winging or saying goodbye,
Am I perfect to you?
Cuz the mirror can lie.

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Comments: 8

SilverWingedOne [2013-08-28 01:24:06 +0000 UTC]

This is beautiful, a darker form of it. Some may not see the beauty in it, but I do. This must've been hard to write, but it is an amazing piece of work. Thank you for raising awareness of this.

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imthederpyfox In reply to SilverWingedOne [2013-08-28 09:56:54 +0000 UTC]

Im not really sure what to say other than thank you, it took me a while to get it how i wanted it

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Tposykret3 [2013-08-27 18:50:11 +0000 UTC]

Um...
Welp....
Uh...
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Wow.

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imthederpyfox In reply to Tposykret3 [2013-08-27 22:34:08 +0000 UTC]

Is that good or bad?

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Tposykret3 In reply to imthederpyfox [2013-08-28 08:20:08 +0000 UTC]

It's... This is interesting...

it's good...
But I dunno what to say.

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imthederpyfox In reply to Tposykret3 [2013-08-28 09:57:06 +0000 UTC]

Okk?? :/

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imthederpyfox In reply to Tposykret3 [2013-08-27 19:24:01 +0000 UTC]

? :/

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imthederpyfox [2013-08-27 17:35:54 +0000 UTC]

The song i was listening to and love that got me inspired to write this - www.youtube.com/watch?v=guq7CF…

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