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Published: 2018-12-29 01:39:30 +0000 UTC; Views: 5869; Favourites: 65; Downloads: 0
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I needed to make this... ok? I’m feeling better now but yea. So I had a massive anxiety attack so I made this to try and map out my feelings and even to try and feel better. It really helped. When I see my anxiety, I see it as a black Smokey monster whispering insults about myself to me, worrisome and even suicidal thoughts... But I fight it and try to get through it... If you have an anxiety disorder then I suggest drawing, it truly helps me so maybe it could help you.Anyway....
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Aaaa if drawing how you feel helps you feel better seriously do it as much as you want! <3
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Thanks. I’m not feeling scared... I’m having self doubts....
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Yea... I know other people may suffer with this...
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Yeah I do get nervous too... and I can tell how ya felt
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Well, glad people can understand I guess...
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yeah.... I agree with ya
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Im so sorry to hear and your not alone.... i get anxiety when iam so nevous, in a big hurry or when iam really worried... so your not alone.
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Thanks Gabriel, but this anxiety is different. I have an anxiety disorder...
I have a few childhood fear scars and they really cause me to stress, and even have suicidal thoughts at times. I know it sounds dramatic but it’s truly not. It’s an AWFUL feeling and the drawing that I made, the monster in the background? That’s what I see anxiety being. A huge black smoke monster whispering insults about yourself and worrisome thoughts in your head. It sucks and it’s kept away from things...
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I'm sorry to hear about this, I may not have anxiety but I suffer from mild depression... 2 weeks ago my depression was in a serious state and I've cutted myself. The last time I've cutted was about a week ago... I might have stopped cutting now but that doesn't mean will not do it again in the future.
Also, I eat pills when I suffered from depression, my depression isn't diagnosed so... I eat a random number of pills. The most I ate in a day is at least 10. That is also when I had major depression on the same week. My scars are healing and they are in a much better state now. My mental health is getting better but that doesn't stop me from seeing depressing demons and smoke and hallucinations.
So... I hope you feel better Brylee. 
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Thanks Kayla... yea I sometimes feel that way too. Also my anxiety disorder has never been diagnosed either... but I show most if not all signs of it..
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Oh ok then.. Hope you feel better...
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Thank you, I wish you the same
Also, messenger girl? XD
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Remember my 2 friends have gone into that same topic fight? It appears that I'm sending the messages for them like back and forth and it was overwhelming... especially when I heard one of my friends had cut himself last night... It's not as bad when I cut myself but still...
My other friend which is the one fighting with him was upset when she heard that he cut himself. She wanted to think that it's not real but I have to break it to her in the end. My friend (she) gets my other friend (he) but it seems that my friend (he) is having a hard time of letting go of the past and keeps constantly doing it so it irritates her.
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So he cut himself just from a fight on DA? Wow... I mean I get being stressed but that seems way too far...
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No. On Discord. And it has been going on for months now... plus he also had a bad background so that also triggered him to have depression. He's been suffering from depression his whole life so... that wasn't the first time he had cutted himself...
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Ya... that's why I'm worried about him... and all of this drama that happened...
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Same here.... 
Also I just got sick...
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Oh. Sorry to hear that...
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O_O o god i mean do get stress sometimes...but im mosty happy but when you said you see anxiety being A huge black smoke monster that how i know anxiety.
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Yea... it sucks and everyone has it, but some people have it more then others and it’s much harder and severe...
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yeah... and im a worried boi myself.
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Awwwwww.......Brylee I hope you feel better
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Thanks, and yes I feel much better.
im super proud of how this turned out! ^^
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Yeah it looks great!
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Thank you! I’m especially proud of how the tears turned out. I wanted them to kinda glow in the background ^^
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