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I realized today that drawing isn’t fun for me anymore.It’s become a chore. It isn’t something that I do because I want to or because I like to, but because I have to.
When I was younger, even just early last year, it was still fun. I had countless sketches, piles upon piles of illustrations. My pile for this year is… small.
This piece is something I drew back in April. I drew it to prove to myself that I was a decent artist after all, since I wasn’t feeling very confident in my art.
I haven’t had time to finish it because I’ve been busy with the work that is expected of me. And now I don’t even like it anymore. I probably will not finish it, but if I do, it’ll be when I’m done all the art I owe.
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Comments: 35
ellygonwild [2012-02-23 18:51:14 +0000 UTC]
I KNOW THAT FEEL! Well besides school work, I feel uninterested in drawing.
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blackxxcherry [2011-08-06 22:36:20 +0000 UTC]
I KNOW WAT U MEAN. compared to other years, my year on the tablet is a lot less. my sketchbook was my life now its sitting alone in my room.
dont doubt urself on ur art. ur art is
SO GUD im jealous. especially that coloring technique.
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MagicFishies [2011-07-28 04:17:20 +0000 UTC]
Man, that's really to bad. You have a great gift, but if it brings you no joy.. Maybe all you need is a bit of a break. If you loved it so much at one point, who knows, it's bound to come back.
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Karruto In reply to Faiell [2011-07-25 15:04:44 +0000 UTC]
Thank you, I think that's what I'll do. <3
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suga-ovadose [2011-07-25 05:02:19 +0000 UTC]
Ahh fio I'm sorry to hear that ; - ;
I understand how it feels orz
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Karruto In reply to suga-ovadose [2011-07-25 15:04:09 +0000 UTC]
Ah, it's okay. ;w;<3
I'll get over it with a bit of time, I hope.
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suga-ovadose In reply to Karruto [2011-07-26 03:40:59 +0000 UTC]
Ahh stay strong my dear ; A ;
Sorry I haven't been online orz I don't get breaks anymore orz
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Karruto In reply to suga-ovadose [2011-07-26 12:04:42 +0000 UTC]
Thank you bby ;w;<333
It's okay, I understand! Just come on whenever it's good for you, don't worry about it. I miss you ; w;
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NX-illusion [2011-07-25 03:51:10 +0000 UTC]
Oh Karru, but you are a wonderful artist. Look at all that detail in the dress
Part of the reason I'm not joining any more groups is the responsibility problem. When you're modding a group, there's a lot of responsibility involved and often times you will feel like you're being forced to work when you're really not in the mood. Maybe it's something you should consider as well.
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Karruto In reply to NX-illusion [2011-07-25 04:40:33 +0000 UTC]
That's very true... "being forced to work when you're not in the mood" is definitely how I feel about all of this.
And yet, the actual roleplaying part is fun still, so I keep joining... but maybe I should consider that, yeah...
Thank you ;w;<3
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NX-illusion In reply to Karruto [2011-07-25 14:54:30 +0000 UTC]
Maybe join one of those rp sites where you don't have to draw, like Gaia online?
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Karruto In reply to NX-illusion [2011-07-25 15:03:09 +0000 UTC]
Funny you mention Gaia, because I used to rp there all the time. Maybe I'll revisit that idea and try it out again... though I still really like the dA scene... I just don't know...
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SeeraTheBoss [2011-07-24 21:15:21 +0000 UTC]
This is really nice,but im sorry to hear that D:
But no one is forcing you to do anything!
It's your life. ;-;
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Karruto In reply to SeeraTheBoss [2011-07-24 21:24:13 +0000 UTC]
Thank you Seera. ;w;<3
You're right... still, sometimes it's easy to feel pressured, right?
I haven't talked to you in ages by the way, I missu ;3;
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SeeraTheBoss In reply to Karruto [2011-07-24 22:43:07 +0000 UTC]
Yeah MSN broke ;3;
I missu tooo <3
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MasterHarper [2011-07-24 20:55:47 +0000 UTC]
I'm really sorry to hear that... ;_;
*hug* Everyone else has suggested to take a break, so I won't repeat it (ohwait I just did x.x), but I'm sure you'll get that spark back!
You're an awesome artist, so never forget that.
We need to hang out, by the way. I miss you~ ;_;
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Karruto In reply to MasterHarper [2011-07-24 21:22:44 +0000 UTC]
Thanks a lot~ <3
I miss you too ;A; I'm going on a week long vacation starting tomorrow, but after that we should do something. Has the night for Indiana Jonesing been decided?
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MasterHarper In reply to Karruto [2011-07-24 22:40:17 +0000 UTC]
Not yet, as far as I know. This weekend was suggested, so if you can't make it, I'd mention it on the message. ^^
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aster-lili [2011-07-24 20:20:36 +0000 UTC]
This is very lovely! ;u;
And I've had that problem too quite a bit.
Taking a break did help though.
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Karruto In reply to aster-lili [2011-07-24 20:28:27 +0000 UTC]
Thank you. <3
Yeah, I think that's what I'll do. Hopefully it will help me get my zeal back.
You too huh? ;w; It happens to all of us I guess~
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TheGoldilocks [2011-07-24 20:09:35 +0000 UTC]
I feel sad to hear that you don't find drawing fun anymore. :c Drawing should not feel like a chore, it should be an escape for the demands of every day life.
If you still care for art, then you probably just need a break. Or try something different, like a new style or different medium.
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Karruto In reply to TheGoldilocks [2011-07-24 20:20:24 +0000 UTC]
Yeah... there's rather a big disconnect for me in what drawing should be and what it's become.
I will. If the itch to draw returns then I'll make a comeback. I hope it does.
Thank you. <3
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Billby13 [2011-07-24 19:47:21 +0000 UTC]
Beautiful, and I am sad to hear your words. I hope your love of drawing returns.
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Karruto In reply to Billby13 [2011-07-24 19:54:56 +0000 UTC]
Thank you. <3 I hope so too. It's something I used to enjoy a lot.
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Billby13 In reply to Karruto [2011-07-24 19:59:49 +0000 UTC]
Well you are a wonderful artist, do it for you and no one else. ^_^
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Karruto In reply to Billby13 [2011-07-24 20:16:07 +0000 UTC]
Thank you very much!
I will try to take your advice. <3
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Skarlath55 [2011-07-24 19:46:12 +0000 UTC]
And people wondered why I didn't decide to go into animation or illustration. Take a break from it when you can, and doodle on the edges of newspapers and the like instead of being srs. That's what helped me.
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Karruto In reply to Skarlath55 [2011-07-24 19:54:16 +0000 UTC]
I think I'll probably just take a break, and if I start itching to draw after a while, then I'll get back to it.
It's interesting to hear though that you went through the same. Thanks <3
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Skarlath55 In reply to Karruto [2011-07-24 19:55:48 +0000 UTC]
No problem. If my experience can help you relax, then I have no problem sharing! Hope you get that itch again soon! Drawing is fun!
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Karruto In reply to Skarlath55 [2011-07-24 20:17:55 +0000 UTC]
I really appreciate it. <3
And I definitely hope it comes back!
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