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Published: 2012-07-08 04:36:24 +0000 UTC; Views: 798; Favourites: 33; Downloads: 12
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Description I always wonder about who would find me dead and where/ when/how. I know one thing. I don't want to leave a mess behind if I go
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violetense [2012-09-01 20:48:46 +0000 UTC]

At one of my darkest times, I asked k, crying, if she would hate me if I finally ended it.
She said no. She was quiet for a long time.
I asked what she would do.
She said that she would cry because after all that, she couldn't get through to me. She would cry because all of k wasn't enough.

That hit me really hard. Because as dark as things were, I just couldn't justify causing someone else the kind of pain I faced. I couldn't do it. I bore it for the people who love me so that they wouldn't have to.

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A-and-S-Studios In reply to violetense [2012-09-02 20:49:36 +0000 UTC]

Omg, i LOVE Laurie Hasle Anderson. She's my favorite author. Just finnished SPEAK not to long ago. Whats that line from?

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violetense In reply to A-and-S-Studios [2012-09-03 13:09:56 +0000 UTC]

Wintergirls.

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A-and-S-Studios In reply to violetense [2012-09-03 15:42:45 +0000 UTC]

Ah. Yes I need to read that one.

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MrOwlAteMyMetalWormx [2012-08-02 18:28:48 +0000 UTC]

who would take this picture? idk about you but if i tool a pic like this my family/friends would flip.

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kml91225 In reply to MrOwlAteMyMetalWormx [2012-08-05 04:11:42 +0000 UTC]

My parents knew all about it. I do cut and this is an alternative. Create something instead of self destruction

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MrOwlAteMyMetalWormx In reply to kml91225 [2012-08-05 23:45:49 +0000 UTC]

well thats good wish my parents would understand that "create something instead of self destruction" i draw negative & about cutting, they don't get it, i have a dark mind & it helps.

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kml91225 In reply to MrOwlAteMyMetalWormx [2012-10-03 21:08:04 +0000 UTC]

Yeah it took a while for them to understand but they cared enough to try

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hippiegirl500 [2012-07-24 03:53:57 +0000 UTC]

i would freak out

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therainbowsshadow [2012-07-09 21:59:47 +0000 UTC]

If I found you, I'd cry, because the world has lost someone special if it loses you.

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kml91225 In reply to therainbowsshadow [2012-07-11 22:46:00 +0000 UTC]

Thank you and right back at you

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therainbowsshadow In reply to kml91225 [2012-07-12 00:59:28 +0000 UTC]

!!

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CMDonovann [2012-07-09 04:28:10 +0000 UTC]

...If I found you dead I would use my mad Time-Lady skills to bring you back to life. Or go back in time and prevent it. 'Cos I like you. I don't want you to be dead. That would be sad.

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kml91225 In reply to CMDonovann [2012-07-11 22:47:58 +0000 UTC]

I love how everyone who saw this took it as if I was personally asking them. I like the answers :] Thank you for saving me

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CMDonovann In reply to kml91225 [2012-07-15 18:39:42 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome!

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SetanDuival [2012-07-08 07:23:03 +0000 UTC]

;w; If I found you alive i would stitch you up. If I found you dead I would add to the water with my salty tears as I cried and asked myself why did you want to die.

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kml91225 In reply to SetanDuival [2012-07-11 22:48:53 +0000 UTC]

Thank you for the love it means a lot that so many people care about me

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Razor13 [2012-07-08 06:40:51 +0000 UTC]

Blood tends to be messy.

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kml91225 In reply to Razor13 [2012-07-11 00:21:45 +0000 UTC]

yeah, that being the reason it isn't my first choice for suicide

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Razor13 In reply to kml91225 [2012-07-11 00:42:32 +0000 UTC]

There were actually studies done that show the top ways for genders to commit suicide.

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kml91225 In reply to Razor13 [2012-07-11 00:47:38 +0000 UTC]

that is odd...

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Razor13 In reply to kml91225 [2012-07-11 01:12:05 +0000 UTC]

It showed that men were more likely to use a gun and that women were more likely to use pills or something similar if I remember right. Something to do with women possibly wanting less of a mess.

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kml91225 In reply to Razor13 [2012-07-11 17:22:55 +0000 UTC]

hahah that's just kinda...weird even in suicide girls want to be neat

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Razor13 In reply to kml91225 [2012-07-11 21:43:46 +0000 UTC]

Mhmm.

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oconpo0 [2012-07-08 06:23:36 +0000 UTC]

I would forever put doom on my own dead soul if a kid/ sister/brother found me!
I could never forgive anyone who commits suicide in such a way that will make their siblings find them dead!
This is a really cool picture, I love the concept & really well taken

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kml91225 In reply to oconpo0 [2012-07-11 22:48:35 +0000 UTC]

Yeah same here I don't know what a child would be doing in my house but I would never want that.

Thank you.

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EHXKOR [2012-07-08 04:42:23 +0000 UTC]

amazing photograph! I love how the picture is somewhat-sepia and blured- not so much you cant see the photograph, but well enough that your eyes go to the text :3

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kml91225 In reply to EHXKOR [2012-07-11 22:46:57 +0000 UTC]

Yeah I had to get just the right measure between the blur and text to make it pop. It took a while. Thank you

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EHXKOR In reply to kml91225 [2012-07-11 22:49:36 +0000 UTC]

yeah np

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