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"We aren't that kind of people who give up. We are right behind you, wherever you are..."

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Did I mention how much I despise family drama? Yeeah, I can feel it, one huge is right coming up. Almost like a thunderstorm. I feel terrible again. I have the feeling that I just want to disappear from this world without a trace. It's biting on me so much that I want to hurt something. There's so much anger, grief, fear, frustration. And so much confusion. I don't know how to put up my thoughts anymore. It just numbs me.

And at those difficult times I always clinch to my charas. It truely makes me feel better... especially I begin to feel anything. They tell me the obvious things and tell me to look forward. Especially as a friend told me "You aren't that kind of person who gives up, are you?" and before I could think anything, I could hear a huge horde of "NOO!!"s in my head. You can guess whose voices they could be XD. Yeeah, my characters are truely important to me. Always at bad times I can stand up again and look forward with more hope in my heart.

So yeeah... enjoy doodle of me sobbing like a baby and wetting Yaten's shirt with my tears. Wish me luck!! I wrote today agian a VERY important job application for my mom to FINALLY get a new job for her. If my mom gets a job this family drama will be veeery quickly over =u=. Good vibes and prayers are welcome

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"We aren't that kind of people who give up. We are right behind you, wherever you are..."

_______

Did I mention how much I despise family drama? Yeeah, I can feel it, one huge is right coming up. Almost like a thunderstorm. I feel terrible again. I have the feeling that I just want to disappear from this world without a trace. It's biting on me so much that I want to hurt something. There's so much anger, grief, fear, frustration. And so much confusion. I don't know how to put up my thoughts anymore. It just numbs me.

And at those difficult times I always clinch to my charas. It truely makes me feel better... especially I begin to feel anything. They tell me the obvious things and tell me to look forward. Especially as a friend told me "You aren't that kind of person who gives up, are you?" and before I could think anything, I could hear a huge horde of "NOO!!"s in my head. You can guess whose voices they could be XD. Yeeah, my characters are truely important to me. Always at bad times I can stand up again and look forward with more hope in my heart.

So yeeah... enjoy doodle of me sobbing like a baby and wetting Yaten's shirt with my tears. Wish me luck!! I wrote today agian a VERY important job application for my mom to FINALLY get a new job for her. If my mom gets a job this family drama will be veeery quickly over =u=. Good vibes and prayers are welcome