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Latestcraze — I Have To Leave
Published: 2006-03-31 05:25:33 +0000 UTC; Views: 88; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 3
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Description I have to go now.
I can’t keep lying to myself.
I can’t keep up this charade anymore!
I can’t expect you for fix me...no one can!

You are my friend and I don’t want you to worry about me anymore!
The frustration, the anger, the sadness that I bring in your life has to stop now!
You’re not with me and I don’t expect you to be.
But you can’t be there for me as a friend.
You’re not there for me now!!

It’s not your fault!
It’s all me!
Its all bull shit!
I feel like shit!
I’m nothing...I’m scum
I’m a mess and it’s not your job to clean up this disaster I created in myself!

I have to leave you.
I will not have you despise me!

Just remember in spite of all the lies
All the cries, all the shit I put you through
I will always love you!

I have to leave!
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Comments: 9

truely-me-niece [2006-04-20 00:06:06 +0000 UTC]

i love the poem

but shit, thats what friends are for.
them helping you shouldnt be a burden
on them, if they were true friends

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Latestcraze In reply to truely-me-niece [2006-04-20 06:45:12 +0000 UTC]

Thanks!

~~Portia~~

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Cintillo [2006-04-05 22:47:51 +0000 UTC]

*hugs* you can count on me girl for anything

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Latestcraze In reply to Cintillo [2006-04-06 05:31:39 +0000 UTC]

Thank you!

~~Portia~~

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Cintillo In reply to Latestcraze [2006-04-06 18:24:22 +0000 UTC]

Welcome!!!

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ObsidianVormund [2006-04-04 03:12:01 +0000 UTC]

*hugs tight* I'm sorry you're sad.

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Latestcraze In reply to ObsidianVormund [2006-04-04 21:02:21 +0000 UTC]

Aww..thank you!


~~Portia~~

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dhqx [2006-03-31 09:38:09 +0000 UTC]

wow, sad...

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Latestcraze In reply to dhqx [2006-04-06 05:31:08 +0000 UTC]

sorry....

~~Portia~~

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