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So a few days ago it's been 12 years since I joined DA. Which means 12 years of doing fractal art. The number gets more surreal with every passing year Anyone else out there feeling the same about their long journey with art?

I've seen Silvia (our lovely fractal art CV) doing the 30 day challenge, I'm seriously considering doing it as well. I haven't been this creative... probably since 2012-ish. In past 4 months I made as many artworks as I did in whole 2017, so I might as well give it a shot

In late 2017/2018 my art has become a consistent trail of distinct memories, feelings, particular moments frozen in time, forever etched in artworks. I've always put my emotions/thoughts in artworks but this is different. I knew it but refused to actually acknowledge it, refused to stand still for a moment and look back at what I've been doing. I'm documenting a process. It's deeply personal, laid bare for anyone and everyone who cares to take a closer look. I've never done this before, not in this extent, not in this depth. Something's changing.

Recently, I reconnected with an old friend. TLDR, we're together now. He's smart, nerdy and cool. He's a big guy with a beard. He's kind and caring; he trolls the living crap out of me sometimes. I fancy him, obviously. He's been my muse since well before there was any romantic stuff involved. We let each other breathe. Yet I think I haven't let anyone this close to me before. The process is painful and rewarding.

2017 was difficult, mostly crappy year for me. I'm loving 2018. It's by no means easy but finally, I feel like I can breathe again.

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So a few days ago it's been 12 years since I joined DA. Which means 12 years of doing fractal art. The number gets more surreal with every passing year Anyone else out there feeling the same about their long journey with art?

I've seen Silvia (our lovely fractal art CV) doing the 30 day challenge, I'm seriously considering doing it as well. I haven't been this creative... probably since 2012-ish. In past 4 months I made as many artworks as I did in whole 2017, so I might as well give it a shot

In late 2017/2018 my art has become a consistent trail of distinct memories, feelings, particular moments frozen in time, forever etched in artworks. I've always put my emotions/thoughts in artworks but this is different. I knew it but refused to actually acknowledge it, refused to stand still for a moment and look back at what I've been doing. I'm documenting a process. It's deeply personal, laid bare for anyone and everyone who cares to take a closer look. I've never done this before, not in this extent, not in this depth. Something's changing.

Recently, I reconnected with an old friend. TLDR, we're together now. He's smart, nerdy and cool. He's a big guy with a beard. He's kind and caring; he trolls the living crap out of me sometimes. I fancy him, obviously. He's been my muse since well before there was any romantic stuff involved. We let each other breathe. Yet I think I haven't let anyone this close to me before. The process is painful and rewarding.

2017 was difficult, mostly crappy year for me. I'm loving 2018. It's by no means easy but finally, I feel like I can breathe again.