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LyricaBelachium β broken and defeated
Published: 2018-02-17 19:27:30 +0000 UTC; Views: 933; Favourites: 26; Downloads: 1
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Iβve been struggling a lot with health related stuff and I guess the depressive feelings from it finally hit, so I was venting a bit by making my tf sona as broken up and defeated as I feel.Related content
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Aww sorry to hear about your hardships :/ hopefully they will ease soonΒ
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Dear. Please feel tightly hugged. Chin up, be strong. Ah, I wish I was better with words, dammit.
I hope everything is going to be okay. I'm sure you will ! You're one tough cookies. Β
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My health has not been great basically, im constantly fighting my own body
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But it's something that can be treated, yes ? Keep on fighting. I hope you'll feel better soon.
Idk, im very likely going to have to operate my knees now and put in props, so we'll see.my treatment didn't do much so far, so they're convinced we're going to have to do that
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Oh dear, you're going to be operated !? Ah, in that case it's absolutely normal to feel scared and a bit down. But it's in order to help you. So chin up. I'm sure it's going to be fine. :'3 I'm not entirely sure about your overall health but my brother went to a couple of operations himself because of problems with his bones. Mostly, hands, because of little cysts. But it always worked out well in the end. So yeah, try to think about positive stuff. And feel tightly hugged. <:3
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yeah, knee operations, on both. therapy isnt really working, I started with an osthyopatist today and ..good god that hurt like hell, I havent had my phobia that challanged ina LONG time, I nearly tore the top half of the bed offΒ just trying to hold on from the pain.we'll see if those sessions do anything for me.
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I can't even imagine how painful it might be. I'm so sorry you're dealing with so much pain. And I, too, hope that everything's going to work out just fine. Are they going to explain the entire procedure to you or have they already ?
the surgery stuff they havent explained yet, I have to do some xrays first and I'm basically in waiting line for that.
the psthyopathist and the hydrotherapy though have been giving me good instractions.
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At least you got some good instructions then. Sometimes someone can fell a bit calmer when getting everything explained first. :'3Β
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it is a bit more reassuring, though I wish that by now I had more guarantees and less pain to deal with. but nothing I can do
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Didn't you get any sort of painkillers ? Like they can't just leave you there without giving you something to deal with the pain. Maybe you should pick something up in a pharmacy store ( if that's what it's called in english ).
No ones daid anything about painkillers
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Then maybe you should just go and pick some up yourself. It's totally fine to take some if the pain too big.
It depends on how much effort i put into them like since this week i started new treatments my body is just shutting fown all the time.i just slept all of today for example cuz my body is that sore and tired.
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With new treatments you mean medics or aΒ physiotherapy perhaps ? Either way I'm so sorry to hear that the pain is exhausting your body so much. I hope things are going work out well in the end. Until then maybe also try to distract yourself as much as possible.
Mostly therapists, i got to a point where im doing the really hardcore stuff and it just takes EVERYTHING from a person to do those.its pretty brutal.
But I gotta do what I gotta do to fix this otherwise its operating time
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In that case, keep doing your best. Although maybe keep the operating in the back of your mind as a very last resort just in case.
I really hope you won't ever seriously need it after all however. Many hugs.
