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Published: 2003-10-23 19:53:55 +0000 UTC; Views: 78; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 4
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Description Alright this one is most definitly about a guy I knew and still kinda know. He made me feel more apocalyptic than anyone in the universe. He's very good at that. I hate him with a passion, but still keep him nearer than I want him to be. It hurts everytime I think about him, and I have no reason to. This one day I tried talking to him, and he said absolutely nothing...his brain wasn't there at all, and he has some major problems, but that was the first time I was ever neglected quite like that. Now I don't even bother talking to him. I think I'm getting closer and closer to not caring anymore.
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thanamosity [2003-10-30 07:53:09 +0000 UTC]

well thats tuff
i have been there...but the darker part of me says that i have put more people there...

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malignancy In reply to thanamosity [2003-10-30 08:15:14 +0000 UTC]

I bet that's hard for you as well. Especially if you don't talk to those people you neglected anymore, cause it's not like you can say sorry, you know? All you can do is hope they'll be ok from it, although most aren't as effected by it as me. This guy really fucked up, and he said he was sorry in a way, but he keeps doing it. I even tried to ask him yesterday if he liked the KMFDM show he went to. "yeah, I guess..." slam....you know the sound of that AIM door? I hate that sound. Anyway, then he goes on to write all this incredible shit about the show on his livejournal...and I just wanted to fucking smash his head in with a hammer....this is that fucker I told you about once...I don't know if you remember..lol...the one who wanted me to live with him up north. blah...I waste typing space on him..so I'll stop here.

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thanamosity In reply to malignancy [2003-10-30 08:23:48 +0000 UTC]

thats fuct.
yeah the best thing to do is to forget about him.

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malignancy In reply to thanamosity [2003-10-30 08:33:29 +0000 UTC]

Why is it so hard to press the delete button? I guess I'm turning into one of those sad fucks that just beg for the abuse. You know what? I'm going to do it right now....Jesus, I retarded so am? yeah....lol, thanx for thee subtle advice.

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