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Published: 2012-09-23 23:44:14 +0000 UTC; Views: 1116; Favourites: 19; Downloads: 21
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I've been kinda depress lately.like, suicide thoughts depress.
It's school. It's ruining me. Though I can fake a smile and type a smile face, inside I'm burning. Slowly dieing.
I'm loosing friends. I don't have any classes with them and if I do they have someone better to sit with. I have lunch with 7th graders while everyone else is in 8th grade lunch. And on Fridays when I do have 8th grade lunch it just isn't the same anymore. THEN I HAVE THIS THING WHERE I HAVE TROUBLE EXPLAINING HOW I FEEL TO PEOPLE
SO WHEN THEY ASK WHAT'S WRONG AND I CAN'T ANSWER THEY JUST THINK I'M JUST AN ATTENTION WHORE OR SOMETHING URGH
But whatever, I'll try to get over it I guess.
Thank you to all my lovely watchers who are keeping me alive <3
oh yeah I forgot to say, das Kiko crying
haha Kiko eye brows
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Comments: 47
PoliticalViolet [2012-12-25 03:17:43 +0000 UTC]
Aww it's ok. It will get better, I promise. As one of my favourite quotes says, "Things always work out in the end. If they haven't worked out, then it's not the end."
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Manic-Bunny In reply to PoliticalViolet [2012-12-25 23:26:32 +0000 UTC]
Oh my that's a wonderful quote. Thanks you for sharing that with me <3 And they have gotten a lot better, Thank you <33
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PoliticalViolet In reply to Manic-Bunny [2012-12-25 23:35:58 +0000 UTC]
I thought so. You're very welcome. I'm glad it's getting better.
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FunnyJumper22 [2012-09-24 23:55:07 +0000 UTC]
Daisy you should of told me D: don't think of stuff like that You know you are a wonderful person you know I will always be there for you and just text me or something if you want to talk you know you can tell me anything, and those people that you say you are loosing there stupid and retarted for not seeing how such an amazing friend you are.
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decapiteight [2012-09-24 04:50:57 +0000 UTC]
Hehe, I know how you feel. Myself, I'm in this completely new school and I have to stay here for just about a year, everyone thinks I'm pretty odd (my hair is blue lol) so they don't talk to me I guess? And I dunno, I can't talk to people either. xD I'm dat socially awkward kid. But y'know, welp, .
Stuff will get better bro. Cheesy as it sounds.
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Manic-Bunny In reply to decapiteight [2012-09-29 06:09:32 +0000 UTC]
Whuutttt
They shouldn't think you're odd because your hair is blue.
That's not it!
Because that'd be REALLY wrong of them.
I'm sort of socially awkward too ;v;
I'm SUPER SHY xD
Hope things have gotten better for you <3 ;w;
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decapiteight In reply to Manic-Bunny [2012-09-29 07:46:14 +0000 UTC]
x"D I'm the weird kid, hehe.
Pfft a lotta people there do anyways bro. xDD IT'S TOO KEWL FOR THEM
Lol, I guess-
; v ; let us socially awkward togetherrrrr
<333 they have, hehe.
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LouPup [2012-09-24 00:49:30 +0000 UTC]
Aww, dude, I hope you feel better soon <3 So many stories going around like yours and so much sad art :c I wish everyone in the world was nice <33 And I wish I could be where you are, I would be your friend!
Do they know how talented you are by any chance? You should show them your drawings!! <3
In some ways, I've been through what you've been through, my friends teased me cause they thought I was dumb and stupid, and I didn't have the guts to come out and tell them how I feel, I tend to keep my feelings locked up inside :/
But I do hope you feel better soon <3 Try and look on the bright side of things c:
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Manic-Bunny In reply to LouPup [2012-09-29 06:06:35 +0000 UTC]
I do feel better now ;w; Thank you Lou <33
They know I draw, but it really doesn't change much ;v;
I'm so sorry about your friends teasing you D:
I keep a lot of my feelings inside too, and let them out once it's too much ;;
If you ever want to talk, you can talk with me (: <3
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LouPup In reply to Manic-Bunny [2012-10-03 05:52:27 +0000 UTC]
I'm so glad <33
Oh, well, I'm sure they're just jealous of your skills <33
Oh, no, its okay, that was a while ago, like last term, they're a bit better now c: It still happens, but not as much
The same goes right back at you <3333
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raexie [2012-09-24 00:47:43 +0000 UTC]
If you want to vent, we're here for you! School sucks. You're not the only one. We may not talk often but...I'm here and so are your watchers! 8th grade? But you're amazing. ;w; If people think you're an attention whore that's what they think of you and ignore that. A image is just a image, not what is true
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Manic-Bunny In reply to raexie [2012-09-29 06:01:35 +0000 UTC]
This is why I love all my watchers VERY much <3
Thank you for being so sweet ;w;
and your words are encouraging ;v;
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Southrobin [2012-09-24 00:27:27 +0000 UTC]
Dude why do u remind me of me 3 years ago?
Note me if you need to vent ok bro? Its my turn to be a gd friend.
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Manic-Bunny In reply to Southrobin [2012-09-29 05:59:44 +0000 UTC]
omg Star ;w; <33
Thank you so much c':
I'll note you if I ever need you ;v;
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Skullz-adopts [2012-09-24 00:17:41 +0000 UTC]
Lol hey. You may not know me much Kiko, but on my highschool, I'm a high level peer mediator, and I may be able to help with the situation. I've delt with it before. Just note me if you wanna talk. Anything you say will be safe within me.
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Manic-Bunny In reply to Skullz-adopts [2012-09-29 05:57:19 +0000 UTC]
Thank you Skullz <3
I will make sure to note you when I ever feel low again (':
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Skullz-adopts In reply to Manic-Bunny [2012-09-29 13:59:44 +0000 UTC]
Awesome' glad to here your better!
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rainfreezer [2012-09-23 23:54:13 +0000 UTC]
;n;
if you need to vent
you can always talk to me okai?
I know we don't talk much, so we may not know each other very well, but I'm always willing to talk if you need to, all right? <3
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Manic-Bunny In reply to rainfreezer [2012-09-29 05:55:42 +0000 UTC]
Okay <3 ;v;
Thank you very much <33
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rainfreezer In reply to Manic-Bunny [2012-09-29 06:04:40 +0000 UTC]
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Manic-Bunny In reply to rainfreezer [2012-09-29 06:15:41 +0000 UTC]
that is one of the cutest icons evah ;A; <33
I can't find an icon so here: [link]
;w;
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purefiresoul [2012-09-23 23:52:26 +0000 UTC]
I can relate. I remember going through school all depressed because I didn't have any friends anymore. And you know what? I still don't and I've been out of school for 3 years now.
But you'll make new friends if anything it's not as easy as it sounds, I know, but it will be okay and this year will fly bye, you'll be outta school before you know it.
Stay strong! ^^
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Manic-Bunny In reply to purefiresoul [2012-09-29 05:54:51 +0000 UTC]
Thank you for your motivating words <33
Maybe we both can make some great friends in the future (':
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purefiresoul In reply to Manic-Bunny [2012-09-29 15:28:54 +0000 UTC]
Sure thing
:3 I certainly hope so!
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Manic-Bunny In reply to Cinderbunp [2012-09-29 05:52:31 +0000 UTC]
things are sort of getting better for me ;v;
I hope they've gotten better for you too (': <3
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SeekingNostalgia [2012-09-23 23:49:23 +0000 UTC]
Note me if you need me. I know you don't know me well, but I love to help.
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Manic-Bunny In reply to SeekingNostalgia [2012-09-29 05:51:19 +0000 UTC]
Alrighty ;v;
Thank you so much <3
And for talking with me that one time (:
about the spiders and stuff
It really made me smile even though I replied late ;w; <3
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SeekingNostalgia In reply to Manic-Bunny [2012-09-29 10:58:10 +0000 UTC]
I don't mind late replies at all! ^^ and no problem! I enjoyed it. :3
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TabbyTigerCat [2012-09-23 23:47:25 +0000 UTC]
Aw, man. v_v I know how some of that feels. It can seem like your friends don't care about you and that they'd rather sit with someone else. That's how I feel a lot of the time, but I can speak from experience when I say that they don't necessarily care more about them than they do about you. ^^ You're a wonderful and talented person, and I'm sure all of your friends know it. And if they don't... Well, all us watchers are here for you.
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Manic-Bunny In reply to TabbyTigerCat [2012-09-29 05:49:16 +0000 UTC]
Oh gosh thank you <33
Your words are really encouraging and motivating, thank you so much (':
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TabbyTigerCat In reply to Manic-Bunny [2012-09-29 16:45:05 +0000 UTC]
No problem <33
I hate seeing when people are sad, especially when it's because of their friends <3 I hope you get it all worked out soon. ^^
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TastyBoneSnacks [2012-09-23 23:47:15 +0000 UTC]
I'm so so sorry to hear that! I know you're not good at expressing yourself but you can always vent to me, okay?? It'll get better I promise
but I know how you're feeling I've dealt with depression
just hang in there, okay?
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Manic-Bunny In reply to TastyBoneSnacks [2012-09-29 05:44:17 +0000 UTC]
Thank you so much :')
<3
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momohoskin In reply to TastyBoneSnacks [2012-09-25 02:10:25 +0000 UTC]
Sorry,
If you dealt with them
You would know...
... They never leave...
You just can try to live with them...
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TastyBoneSnacks In reply to momohoskin [2012-09-25 02:34:07 +0000 UTC]
Wait, I'm a bit confused....
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TastyBoneSnacks In reply to momohoskin [2012-09-25 15:21:17 +0000 UTC]
What exactly you meant by "them"
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