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I am running from my problems and my past
Another attempt to find true peace at last
Abandon every piece that has gone wrong
Just as they've done to me – I can't look back – so long!
Every new shelter is soon condemned
There's nowhere to go now; no way to make amends
My apologies may be true; but why would they care?
My efforts end as failures … my attempts look bare
There's no one to help me this time – I really failed
Nowhere to run to – my guilt has finally prevailed
I can no longer hide from all I've done
It is finally time to accept what I've become
A monster; an orphan; an enemy with no friends
The source of pain – no one will ever defend
I will never forgive myself, so why should you try?
I can't even mend myself, let alone fix my broken life
It's okay to hate me, I will never blame you
For this whole time … I've hated myself, too.

Description
I am running from my problems and my past
Another attempt to find true peace at last
Abandon every piece that has gone wrong
Just as they've done to me – I can't look back – so long!
Every new shelter is soon condemned
There's nowhere to go now; no way to make amends
My apologies may be true; but why would they care?
My efforts end as failures … my attempts look bare
There's no one to help me this time – I really failed
Nowhere to run to – my guilt has finally prevailed
I can no longer hide from all I've done
It is finally time to accept what I've become
A monster; an orphan; an enemy with no friends
The source of pain – no one will ever defend
I will never forgive myself, so why should you try?
I can't even mend myself, let alone fix my broken life
It's okay to hate me, I will never blame you
For this whole time … I've hated myself, too.