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I am going insane.No, literally. In real life.
I am going insane.
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I know how that feels. That's everyday for me.
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At least your insanity didnt make you feel like you want to kill someone you truly love.
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I felt like I wanted to but I never did. Insanity is one of the battles that we have to fight everyday.
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well mine is depression, which leads to insanity.
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I have both to fight. It's not easy but I'm doing it anyways.
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o h
do you need to talk about it? You can msg me over discord or note me if you want to
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well alright
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thx but this is not a joke.
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i just... gone insane. i donno why. i cant think straight anymore. my mind is just fear and terror.
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well, bud if it makes ya feel better I've done this in the past year (Public HS Edition):
Stabbed five people, five different reasons (No: 1 rule is DON'T STEAL MY SH*T)
Punched a concrete wall
Tried to jump off 20-foot bleachers because I was gonna take a KKK member down with me
had 4 mental breakdowns (in a four-month span) for the first time in three years
tried to put poinsettia juice in another (not the same) KKK member's milk but teach saidΒ please don't I don't need more paperwork (Ho hoΒ ho f*cker)
licked a dude's 200$ shoes bc he put them inΒ front of myΒ face like an *ss
chatted and decided to push a friend down the stairs (the way she wanted) so she could get out of midterms for a day or two
had to keep a couple friends from cutting themselves
cut a large chunk of hair with said friends' scissors out of anxiety
went full nutters and almost bashed someone's head in for calling me a wh*re (did not talk to me ever again)
lost emotions for a short while
PATRICK THE CLASS CLOWN GOT EL CHANCLAS [he stepped on my head (i was on the floor crying bc I suck at games and trying not to scream) and thought it would be funny]
Screamed/threw an apple at someone for disturbing a hornets' nest for funsies (i am allergic to bee/wasp stings)
either I am /uneΒ chienne\ or the people at my school are sociopaths
edit* first one is SpanishΒ the second is French
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..... Your not the only one going insane you know
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i know.
but that doesnt say anything...
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........... *blood drips from my hand* if words won't say anything, actions will.....
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heh. you always beat me to anything on roleplays...
but this time...
I was fast than you.
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... Whatever do you mean?
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I have tried so many ways to stop myself.
This was the only effective one...
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*more blood drips* ...
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Im not roleplaying ya know?
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I know.... Neither am I....... The blood really drips from my hand, right this second
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The go get a tissue or something.
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Nah................
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Im not your dad so i cant force you.
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......
Dad?
My "dad" never cared about us, he still wouldn't care if I dropped dead right now
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well, i cant say MOM cause im a male.
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sorry for all these im bleeding a lot right now so we should stop or i come back to you later
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...
Fine, later............. If the knife doesn't get me first
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ok Im back everything is fine im not bleeding to death theres nothing to worry about.
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im gonna go now.
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...
Stay safe.......... Okay?
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how?
how can i escape my own body?
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.....
I don't..... Know......
I'm sorry I said that
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There is no way.
ugh now i have the urge to kill something...
stop talking to me or i will always have a feeling of killing you.
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Kill me then
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I can't. you are so far away.
just. stop talking to me, please. do me a favour ok?
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Why should I............
You hate me just like everyone else does....
So why should I?
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Cause I want to help myself.
I need to control myself.
I am selfish to only think about myself but its for all of your own goods.
So Stop talking to me. If you replies one more time, I wouldn't replied it
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........
Fine, leave
And don't come back
...
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So, looks to me like your art style is improving, so that's a plus I guess!
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