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Published: 2009-09-08 08:13:37 +0000 UTC; Views: 186618; Favourites: 9178; Downloads: 3165
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Description "Why am I not happy?"

"I have everything that makes me happy..."

"Yet i'm not happy..."

"I just want to be happy..."

"Will this make me happy?"

"Right now, am I happy?"

"I'll do everything to make myself happy..."

"Why can't I be happy?"



It's been a while since I last made a clean painting...
Software: Photoshop CS3


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Philipe-link [2009-09-08 21:09:45 +0000 UTC]

Impressive....

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chaoie [2009-09-08 21:03:37 +0000 UTC]

i wish i could truly comment on the impact of this picture....

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DrEaM-MiRrOr In reply to ??? [2009-09-08 21:03:16 +0000 UTC]

oh em gee its all like "happy birthday!" *stabbed*
love the emotion in this!

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lovenotwarcraft [2009-09-08 20:45:22 +0000 UTC]

Fucking badass ;D

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Twisted-Waffle [2009-09-08 20:28:02 +0000 UTC]

D:
thats depressing but really cool at the same time
xD

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AkaYuki2106 [2009-09-08 20:13:16 +0000 UTC]

Amazing picture, I feel so bad for her.
Love your style!!

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FluffyDino [2009-09-08 20:05:47 +0000 UTC]

Awesome, still sad though. Laughter makes me happy it's not fun being sad.

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Nikolicious [2009-09-08 19:53:54 +0000 UTC]

Maybe if you stop killing people you can be happy

awesome art!!!

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evser In reply to ??? [2009-09-08 19:48:42 +0000 UTC]

perfect

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XxLoveNDreamsxX [2009-09-08 19:21:00 +0000 UTC]

Wow! thats incredible!

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AnaNyappy-R2 [2009-09-08 19:11:48 +0000 UTC]

woooooooow

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tofu-kun-forever In reply to ??? [2009-09-08 19:03:39 +0000 UTC]

wooow! you put so much thought into your work and then leave our minds to wander through the amazing ideas you have brought up

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UzumakiRamen In reply to ??? [2009-09-08 19:00:00 +0000 UTC]

i'm scared. :{

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Yohan-Gas-Mask In reply to ??? [2009-09-08 18:56:03 +0000 UTC]

Poor thing. She needs to listen to some Caramell Dancen, or Stevie Wonder. That always cheers me up

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Oktanas In reply to ??? [2009-09-08 18:55:30 +0000 UTC]

great job

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Fuchyx22 In reply to ??? [2009-09-08 18:45:57 +0000 UTC]

Kinda Reminds me of School Days T_T

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Tentailedbeast12 In reply to ??? [2009-09-08 18:42:11 +0000 UTC]

awwwww! that would totally suck if that was my sisters b-day if she was younger! that would make me cry @~@

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NbairdN [2009-09-08 18:38:50 +0000 UTC]

Wow! I usually am not a big fan of this genre but I love this. It's just appealing to me; I can relate.

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VICIOUSkittyLOL [2009-09-08 18:34:12 +0000 UTC]

love thisss

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tkdauronXIII [2009-09-08 18:27:46 +0000 UTC]

Sounds like the same condition Kotomine Kirei from Fate Stay Night has. Nicely done. <3

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Zaylie In reply to ??? [2009-09-08 18:25:51 +0000 UTC]

This looks really good!! I love how you did the blood, it looks almost real!
I somehow feel related to this picture because of one of my stories... which is really weird

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Winterboten [2009-09-08 18:24:35 +0000 UTC]

The endless circle of sadness. /depressed now

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TOMO2012 [2009-09-08 18:14:14 +0000 UTC]

Very nice!!

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Yukoru [2009-09-08 17:58:47 +0000 UTC]

That girl... is that Rena?

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PoloMarco01 [2009-09-08 17:57:32 +0000 UTC]

because shes a murderer and murderers always feel empty inside

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Xrisoka [2009-09-08 17:43:59 +0000 UTC]

stunning O.O

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Cllaud [2009-09-08 17:37:26 +0000 UTC]

Awesome
You you tablet or just mouse?

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SailorNeko [2009-09-08 17:30:12 +0000 UTC]

it makes me think of something from 'when they cry' or 'higurashi'

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SchattenLotus In reply to ??? [2009-09-08 17:21:27 +0000 UTC]

A actual and maybe every ongoing, realistic Tragedy in Mankind...

Some People can really drive crazy when they are Desperated and very unhappy.

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ahhhleeeee In reply to ??? [2009-09-08 17:17:41 +0000 UTC]

you always use such beautiful colors!
i really love how you put stories behind your drawing!
ehe
^_^

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ms-negi In reply to ??? [2009-09-08 16:58:40 +0000 UTC]

;A; That's so sad~~
But, very nice drawin'!

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Valentari In reply to ??? [2009-09-08 16:56:18 +0000 UTC]

best...picture... *stop stabbing* ever!

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Maiden-Of-The-Maggot [2009-09-08 16:50:00 +0000 UTC]

JESUS...CHRIST!!!! fucked up! but why do i love this stuff so much?! thats a question im constantly asking myself, "why do i toture myself with these depressing and sick pictures, AND LOVE IT?!" dont get me wrong though this is an amazing picture but i dont feel her pain. thats what depresses me even more about this pic X(
rant over

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spdy4 [2009-09-08 16:46:42 +0000 UTC]

Dang O3o

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Ninja-Artist-Zero In reply to ??? [2009-09-08 16:45:42 +0000 UTC]

O_o....do ya have to be so drastic with this.

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SnapeMaiden In reply to ??? [2009-09-08 16:38:40 +0000 UTC]

Are you really unhappy?

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TRSkele In reply to ??? [2009-09-08 16:38:11 +0000 UTC]

The picture is somehow beautiful and grotesque at the same time. It has feelings in it that a normal person can understand in some degree. A young girl without the full understanding of the universe combined with a psychological defence, primitive action/instinct. The girl understands that this is possibly the only way left to become happy. Did she become happy?

The picture itself is colored in a sort of dark way and has other dark features. What else can I say? The picture was great.

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Hi-Ice-Cas In reply to ??? [2009-09-08 16:32:18 +0000 UTC]

I don't feel like asking what happened.

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Ray77BB7 In reply to ??? [2009-09-08 16:29:09 +0000 UTC]

continue stabbing till you like the sound of it lol
great job! little creepy but great

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Kyuuketsuki-Yumiko In reply to ??? [2009-09-08 16:29:02 +0000 UTC]

Scarey... but sad!!!

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JOe-AWESOMEness In reply to ??? [2009-09-08 16:22:56 +0000 UTC]

wowzerzzz
amazing. love iiit
pretty scary, tho. i really like the shiny tears and the light on her head. it glorifies the moment. lol

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adamTNY In reply to ??? [2009-09-08 16:21:19 +0000 UTC]

awesome
feel the pain..
love the color, lighting n texture

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Falling-Backwards In reply to ??? [2009-09-08 16:21:12 +0000 UTC]

How selfish.

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soulterror101 In reply to ??? [2009-09-08 16:09:45 +0000 UTC]

wow awesome job

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Zih4k In reply to ??? [2009-09-08 16:08:54 +0000 UTC]

she isnt happy bacause she think only in herself
the key of happyness is made other poeple happy and they will made you happy ^^
...and the picture is really good i can feel her feelings only seeing the picture

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ReverberatingSilence In reply to ??? [2009-09-08 16:08:08 +0000 UTC]

great work!
i love it. ^-^

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zylorfn In reply to ??? [2009-09-08 16:06:41 +0000 UTC]

This is really good. It makes me wonder who the person is on the floor. (If I had to guess it would probably be the person who gave her all the presents... her only friend.) It really captures the emotion of someone who can't be happy even when they should be. And the teddy bear is great.

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rubberbend In reply to ??? [2009-09-08 16:06:11 +0000 UTC]

Unhappy birthday?
PS What currency did you use for confetti? Is it made up or something?

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ChikkkenPie In reply to ??? [2009-09-08 16:05:38 +0000 UTC]

Aww thats soo cute

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Lecktmich In reply to ??? [2009-09-08 16:05:21 +0000 UTC]

Looks like more of a backstory. Animecharacter?

But if she had asked me: " You cant be happy, because you just stabbed your daddy!" XD

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