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I'm really trying my best not to make vent art, let alone post it online but I needed to get it out of me.

Yet again I hit a wall in my dreams to become a better artist, that wall this time being the state of my mental health. When things seem fine all of a sudden I just get tired, frustrated with everything, and dejected; not knowing what else to do.

I'm trying my damndest to stay motivated but this negative energy, or lack of energy at all just strikes without warning, usually later during the day.

Just recently I've been having insomnia, even after completing my spring term.

Honestly there are times where I'm not even sure if I'm capable enough, to stand out as an artist and fulfil a dream career.

And this is just my current mood, my mentality fluctuates from time to time; first I'm super motivated to get work done then five minutes later it's just gone.

I'm still trying to see help, already working with doctors in network with my insurance, but at this point I don't really think I can be fixed. I fear my may be beyond broken. I hope I'm wrong tho.

Feel free to critique btw, what you like about this piece or what you think could be improved.

Description
I'm really trying my best not to make vent art, let alone post it online but I needed to get it out of me.

Yet again I hit a wall in my dreams to become a better artist, that wall this time being the state of my mental health. When things seem fine all of a sudden I just get tired, frustrated with everything, and dejected; not knowing what else to do.

I'm trying my damndest to stay motivated but this negative energy, or lack of energy at all just strikes without warning, usually later during the day.

Just recently I've been having insomnia, even after completing my spring term.

Honestly there are times where I'm not even sure if I'm capable enough, to stand out as an artist and fulfil a dream career.

And this is just my current mood, my mentality fluctuates from time to time; first I'm super motivated to get work done then five minutes later it's just gone.

I'm still trying to see help, already working with doctors in network with my insurance, but at this point I don't really think I can be fixed. I fear my may be beyond broken. I hope I'm wrong tho.

Feel free to critique btw, what you like about this piece or what you think could be improved.