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Published: 2011-11-08 02:07:14 +0000 UTC; Views: 239; Favourites: 4; Downloads: 3
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it was a warning.not a caution or stop sign.
a simple warning, spoken word.
this won't work out,
it's not possible.
a warning not wanted to be heard.
a warning ignored.
we can make this work.
nonsense.
complete, utter nonsense.
complete, utter bullshit.
excuses.
too, too many excuses.
your lips were the best liars
i had ever met.
how much of what you said was truth?
how much of what you said
were simply meaningless words
used to use me?
i don't know what to believe,
what to trust.
who, who, who?
my mind is a mess.
tangled, i can't form words.
i can't form thoughts or actions
or emotions or anything of use.
it's all because of you.
i gave you my heart,
my mind, soul,
my everything.
i told you i didn't believe in soul mates
or love at first sight,
but it didn't take much time to fall in love.
such a shame it was only one-sided.
we weren't perfect for each other,
but you were perfect for me.
we didn't have much in common,
but what we had was enough,
for me, at least.
i was never good enough for you.
i never will be.
we talked, and talked, and talked.
now it's silence.
ignored texts, messages.
roughly 184 days passed.
i've been lucky to get a response,
lucky to get anything.
what happened to us?
but maybe we're better off like this.
maybe we're better off in silence.
maybe i'll never know.
i have always wanted that kind of love that's in movies.
the ones that start off in random, sweet ways.
the friendship that becomes something more.
a simple comment by a stranger.
a life like the movies that take place in summer,
going to places,
having fun,
doing anything and everything.
the love that rarely exists.
a life that is,
and never will be,
mine.
