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i have a fluffy pink blanketit's only been with me for 5 years, but it's precious to me because it was the first blanket i received that was new... and not a hand-me-down from one of my older siblings.
i remember it used to be as soft as a cats fur when i first got it- but after the years of usage and being washed, it's now fluffy
i'm bad at handling any type of change, and since being kicked out of my house i've had such a terrible job with dealing. i had to get rid of all of my possessions, except a few things. i now only have 3 pairs of clothes, and a pair of pajama pants that i just wear with a shirt. i don't even have a toothbrush... but for some odd reason i can't ask for any of these things. maybe it's because i'm forgetful, maybe it's because asking of things makes me anxious. or maybe it's because i don't feel motivated enough to go get them.
when i would come home from school, the first thing i would do is shove my face into my blanket and smell... it always had such a nice and comforting smell that would make me feel better and help me rest.
when i got here, i was told to wash it, because i've let my rat crawl in it multiple times, and my dad is allergic to rats
now whenever i go to smell my blanket, to feel comforted- it doesn't smell the same... and it doesn't have the same effect
yet another thing that was ripped away from me
nothing is the same
nothing is going to be the same
there's nothing familiar i can look back to, to feel some bit of comfort
im sorry for another vent... i realize that i post a lot of vents... mostly because i can't talk about my problems to other people in person
whenever i try i say the wrong things and it twists up my words to from a sentence that i don't mean
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Honey, We all have things that will change. It's a part of life 
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Oml, I have a cuddle-blanket of my own as well!
It's very worn out, but I the smell of it still soothes me and comfort me. ;w;
I've had it my entire life and I plan on keeping it!
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oh my
i know this won't help, but i really hope you are alright ;-;
i know it's weird but life is weird. it's like a rollercoaster of emotions and ups and downs if you get me.
i am not helping so i just want to say that i am here for you. you have lots of great friends too.
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Look... i know how things are not going well but you should see the bright side.. a thousands of people love you and... they care about you
You just need to be strong and fight.. for us at least.. the people that love you. Yoir fans
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Life fuckin sucks man.
All I can say is that I'm sorry, someday when you're old enough you can leave all the shit behind and create a life that makes you happy.
soz, I'd love to be your friend but I have trust issues :' D thanks dad
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I am so sorry that some one stole your artwork and i am sorry you got kicked out of your house.
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I'm sorry to say that someone stole this artwork from you
Here is the stolen artwork: Tell me its ok vent
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I hope things look up for you ;a; I know how it is going through tough times myself. But always look for the bright side. If you need anything please come to me , I will help anyway i can !
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I'm sorry, Honey. It hurts me reading that. But I can relate. I sort of hate change aswell.... but the only thing we can do is try to accept it, and try to move forward as difficult as it is. Think of it as a lesson in life.
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I know its hard for you right now, but you need to stay strong Honey Bee <3 You'll do this.
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Moving away and leaving precious things you love behind is really hard, i know, but you can push through. We all believe you can and now you just have to believe in yourself.
I know it's not the same and it may never be the same again, but you may also find something new that will help comfort you in your new house, like music or drawings..
whenever I feel lost, alone or just anxious I listen to soothing music, sometimes I just watch old series of my favorite youtuber playing a horror game or anything; i hope any of this helped a bit. If not, heres some calming music I listen to when I need it:
Hold - Dabin: www.youtube.com/watch?v=vjvGVy…
Your Love - Daithi De Nogla: www.youtube.com/watch?v=8RGZlB…
Emmit Fenn - Stones: www.youtube.com/watch?v=pocQuK…
❤
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Can some people stop with emojis , this is serious . I'm so sorry for you by the way , I can never relate to this but it must be a terrible thing to go through , but just know if you need anything or anyone to talk to , I'm here . I may be 13 but I've helped people of all sorts of ages , so if you need me you can always note me .
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Everything ends up okay no matter what. I can promise you one day all problems will flow away and you'll be happy.
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Oh no!
You'll get through this..
We all love you!
YOU WILL BE FINE! WE'VE GOT YOUR BACK!!! FOREVERR!! Be strong...
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honey,I feel bad,I come across these things to.
To cheer you up,do what you love.
we love you hun~
don't let anything stop you.
there is no problem that can't be fixed.
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That's awful! I hope it gets better soon, don't be afraid to vent as much as you need to. And don't be afraid to talk to anyone. goodluck and stay strong!
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Oh bee I feel you right now. I was just kicked out of my house and luckily we found another one for sale, but i have to leave my NEW friends, my crush, my school and my neighborhood. the only bright side is i might get a kitten to help me cope. We all go though hard and harder times. So remember that were all here for you.
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I hope you know that people love you and if you ever need to talk we're here for you <3
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Oh my god dear ... I wish I knew how to help ... I feel so useless right now, Idk how to help you ...
All I can say is that you can vent to us a lot if you want, we're here to comfort you as much as we can <3
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oMg
you poor thing
also yeah i see how you feel
i had a pink blanket like that, everytime i smelled it, it comforted me and calmed me down
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I can't even BEGIN to imagine how hard this is for you, the changes and the pain and long nights where you can't sleep. But I know you'll push through it, you'll come out better then when you started. I just know it. When you're older you can look back on this and let it encourage you, because you are a FIGHTER, you aren't giving up! And that is truly amazing, hang in there Honey, we're here for you. <3
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Rip, this talking problem happens to me too, that's probably why I gave up trying to talk about my problems... rip ._:
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im so sorry this is happening to u. if i could help u.. i would, but i can't.. I'm to far away. i hope things will start looking up for u. just stay positive, u'll be ok I'm sure of it!
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oh you poor thing, i had a blanket like this and i had it for 4 years and we went to a camp and the next day we couldn't find it and i was so sad like you, but my parents got me a new one, but it wasn't the same,i was happy, but heartbroken at the same time. i hope you feel better, and i suggest you do work on posture, because when your bending forward to look at your screen, it bends your spine, and after age 18 it will be hard to get rid of the pain and the bump on the back of your neck, and i know you don't have a toothbrush, but if your family has charcoal pills, you can break one open and rub it on your teeth, this helps whiten and clean them (also the pills help nausea ) and you rinse it out as much as possible. another thing is sunscreen, it will help you if you put it on every day then your face wont have wrinkles when you get to like 30,40 years old. and one thing for the blanket , you know how you loved the smell? can you remember what it smelled like? then if you do hold your blanket too your face again, and imagine the smell don't smell the blanket here, smell it from the past . (sorry for the run on comment i just wanted to give some tips to stay healthy)
Praying for you. -KittyDrawsAlot
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Oh Honey, I know the feeling of handling change, it sucks, I can barely spend three months from home. I know you can get through this, you are strong and inspirational, I hate to see these vents, not because I don't like them but it is because it means something is wrong with one of my most favorite artists. I love you and the work you do to make all of us happy, keep drawing and stay strong. (You don't know me but, I just decided to e nice)
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Venting is a good way to let out your feelings, and all of us understand that you need a space to share your feelings. We're all here for you, and I hope everything gets better for you.
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We love you, Honey! Venting is ok, and we are here to listen. Don't apologise, just get it out. If you need anyone to talk to, we are all here. We love you, stay strong! <3
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Hon, I know the feeling when something is very important and just a little bit of it is the thing that makes it so comforting
i have a dog plush which doesn't have any filling left anymore, expect for it's front paws, my mom has offered to fill it again but I've always denied because it wouldn't be the same
Pretty much everyone has something like I have the plush, they might not even know why it's so important until that little thing changes
Someone who doesn't care or know the feeling would say that "Oh it's just a piece of cloth (etc.), why would it be so important?"
Because to some people that little thing, would it be a piece of cloth, a planket, a plushie or anything, may help them settle down after a stressful day and, oh boy, so so much more! ;;
The planket will most likely start to smell some what the same in no time, I know it wont be the same but it technically is the same object, just that little comforting bit has changed qvp
Please remeber that pretty much every one of your followers and friends would want to change into that little comforting thing for you if they could! qwp <3
Stay strong honey! qvp
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oh bub , I know u don't know me very well , but if u just need someone to vent to and to have listen to u , then I'm here for u ! my Skype is the same as my username
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I'm really sorry Honey that all of these things are happening to you, but, stay strong and you'll make it through <3
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I'm so sorry... I know things will get better in time
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i feel you, i have a blue blanket that always calms me down when im uoset or anything else.. im sorry to hear honeybee
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*hugs* hope you feel better soon! It must be very difficult for you
Your art is so amazing i wish i could give you an giant house with a pool and everything you need! I hope things get better <3
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i understand how you feel Honey i have an old croched blanket my grandmother gave to me when i was about five, and she pasted away when i was ten and thats when i started to sleep with it im now 15 and theres been alot of infighting with my family due to my dads depression and him not taking his meds and my cousins and aunts and uncles fighting over who gets what as she never really had a will but i still have that blanket and i still sleep with it every night, the last thing i have to remember he by and everyday i come home and smell it and it calms but over the years it has started to string up and fall apart i have a little box near my bed where i keep all the strings that come off and i hope that when it finaly does fall aprat i can try and fix it or make it again with the strings but it wont be the same as it has these little flowers on it that are made out of a silky thread that i love so much and i hope i can save the flowers some how... but until then its there to comfort me threw the hard times since my grandmothers passing i hope this helps in any way i find that when dealing with grief its nice not to feel alone. it will all blow over and there will be a normal again Honey we just have to wait out the storm thanks for reading this if you do and have a good day ok? :]
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I sorry...
I have sort of the same problem, that I can't handle changes well...
I raelly hope things will get better for you...
just stay strong<3
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Are you ok? I could make you art to try and cheer you up if you'd like
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