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Warning! This story may contain topics you find disturbing.My back ached and I tried to fight back the urge to burst out crying. I could feel warm blood creeping down my coat flowing it's way down my sides. I tried to focus my attention anywhere else than the obvious. Once again I was cruelly reminded that there was no way out of this hell. Reminded that I could not run. Reminded that I could not fight. I was sentenced to be obediently raped time and time again and there was nothing I could do to stop it. A soft rustle was heard somewhere beside me and I immediately froze. I could literally feel his presence beside me now his warm breath on my skin. My stomach churned. "Don't ever dare leaving again", he whispered in a his low and menacing voice sending a cold shiver down my spine. My heart rate rose and my breathing quickened. My whole body was conditioned to go into shock just by hearing his voice. I could hear him turning around and continued to listen to his hoofbeats untill they faded out. It was only when I was sure he was gone that I completely broke down. The tears began to flow and my whole body shook with the sobs I still tried to keep quiet. Why? That was the question that always tormented me the most. Just why did this have to be my life?
Sad Shime art again. It's been a while since I last drew him and I do recall telling you I was going a bit back in time with my next drawing. So here you have it. A fourteen year old Shimi tried to run away from his step dad. He had sneeked out early in the morning and had continued to run like hell after that only to be found early in the evening again by a very enraged stallion. He dragged him back to the herd and punished him for trying to escape. I feel so bad for Shimi :c I tried to keep the story 'clean' you know as in not very graphic. I think you can all know for yourself what happened here.
Well that's two sad drawings in a row, Im gonna draw something happier now... I think xD I do have some dark drawings on my to do list though.
Shimi & Art: Me ~paardjee
Shimi's design: *Seismopac
Pose reference: Mark J. Barrett.
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Comments: 27
Celleno [2012-10-05 17:36:27 +0000 UTC]
It's fun seeing you switch between dark and light drawings. Hmm maybe you could try something I between like a sunset image. That might be fun. Great job with the poses in this and making the darkness believable.
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Paardjee In reply to Celleno [2012-10-09 19:00:12 +0000 UTC]
Yeah I mostly do light drawings but I gotta say that dark ones are more fun to draw :gigle:
That's a great idea! Maybe with one of my rp couples that would be nice
And thank you very much of course!
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jannaphia [2012-10-05 12:15:34 +0000 UTC]
Aww, nooo ;______; Poor Shimi, I want to hug him Or send Mai over to help him out
Anyways, great picture though I love the darkness here and the subtile menace (:
You did such a great on the emotions and on the eyes That's a new way of drawing eyes isn't it?
And well... if you haven't noticed, Shimi is probably my fav char of yours <3
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Paardjee In reply to jannaphia [2012-10-09 19:06:25 +0000 UTC]
Yeahh I felt bad drawing this one, I'm so mean to Shimi D:
Oh that would be so sweet Mai would kick that step dad's ass! xD
Thank you very much Chrys! I'm finally getting used to properly make darker images
And yes it's a more comic style I use when I'm trying to portray some more emotion :3
Hehe I love him a lot as well >///<
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jannaphia In reply to Paardjee [2012-10-11 12:52:20 +0000 UTC]
Yes you are! D: But well...I shouldn't be the one talking, torturing my characters is my favorite hobby
Haha, I'm sure she'd have lots of fun xD
You're welcome!
I think it looks great, it really helps to convey the emotion :3
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Crystal-Cinders [2012-10-02 16:44:09 +0000 UTC]
YOU ARE A HORRIBLE OLD STALLION, YOU BIG FAT MEANIE. SHIMI IS SO MUCH HOTTER THAN YOU, EVEN WHEN HE'S ON THE VERGE ON A BREAKDOWN. GO BOTHER SOMEONE ELSE - IN FACT, JUST GO AWAY!
Shimi! Seriously, that horrible stallion is luck I can't get to him.
I so do not have a strange crush on Shimi. Pff, who gave you that idea?
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Paardjee In reply to Crystal-Cinders [2012-10-02 20:31:02 +0000 UTC]
I COULD NOT AGREE MORE!!
Perv step dad would have to hide for his own good if you knew where he lived Ooh strange crushes on Shimi are supported though
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ponypaws [2012-09-30 23:47:02 +0000 UTC]
I love dark stories >3<
This picture is brilliant! Sad, of course, but still love it.
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Paardjee In reply to ponypaws [2012-10-01 13:34:57 +0000 UTC]
Me too >///<
Thank you very much hunnie! I'm glad you like it :3
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NaporieRizia [2012-09-30 16:40:07 +0000 UTC]
Oh the poor, poor thing! I can feel his fear just by looking into his eyes. You did so well at convaying the feelings to the veiwers. I am thourouly freaked out now.
I just feel so bad for Shimi. I wish I could make all of his troubles go away.
Awwww, come here buddy! *glomps Shimi in a mager bear hug*
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Paardjee In reply to NaporieRizia [2012-09-30 23:19:08 +0000 UTC]
Oh God I know I feel so bad for him :c I'm such a mean creator D:
But I'm still glad to hear I was able to convey his feelings here c: And of course thank you very much for the wach hun!
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NaporieRizia In reply to Paardjee [2012-10-01 00:23:02 +0000 UTC]
Hmmm, I don't know if I would go quite as far as saying you are a "mean" creator.... maybe just one that likes to put her creations to the test; to strengthen them to their fullest. lol I don't know. *shrug*
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EternalStarTrail [2012-09-30 16:22:09 +0000 UTC]
Awww poor Shimi *cuddles tightly* His face just tears at one's heartstrings DX
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Paardjee In reply to EternalStarTrail [2012-09-30 23:20:40 +0000 UTC]
I feel so bad for giving him such a traumatic past xD
But I'm still so happy that I got the emotions right and clearly here, shimi's expression took me a while to get right.
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Paardjee In reply to DikkeBobby [2012-09-30 14:19:25 +0000 UTC]
Ik voel me echt slecht dat ik hem zo'n leven heb gegeven xD
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Paardjee In reply to WhiteKnightt [2012-09-30 14:18:36 +0000 UTC]
He deserves some huggles D:
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