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Published: 2015-07-17 22:50:20 +0000 UTC; Views: 788; Favourites: 14; Downloads: 2
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I'm sorry. I know I'm dumb and this drawing is dumb. I'm sorry if you're friends with me or even just know me irl. I cause problems and I hurt people when they get close to me. I'm cold, introverted, temperamental, and just plain toxic. They should just leave me, I'm surprised they haven't already. I should be happy y'know, I was just at Warped Tour and I got to meet one of my favorite bands. But no, I'm an ungrateful piece of shit who cant enjoy anything without ruining it with doubts and worry. There's always something wrong with me whether it be my depression or anxiety acting up or my idiocy for that matter. I'm an embarrassment who should just be ditched on the side of the road somewhere. Seriously just get rid of me i'm a waste of time. Leave me before I end up hurting you.I'm sorry, this was just a jumbled and lengthy piece of crap. I'm an Idiot, I'm sorry. I'm really sorry, its just i feel as if i'm slowly melting away because of this anxiety and this fucking depression. And I feel as if i'll always be like this no matter what anyone says or does so in a sense it doesn't matter. So, just don't even bother with me, I'm fine. I'm sorry I'm such an embarrassment. I'm sorry.
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I hated it when my brother would tell me "If you're really sorry you wouldn't do it!" As in, whatever thing I did that I said I was sorry for.
Well some of us just stumble more than others.
But at least we can keep trying.
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That's extremely true
we don't always know what's right or wrong, or what might hurt others. That's why its important that if we happen to do/say/ect something wrong that we say sorry. Hopefully you're brother will understand that someday
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He's become somewhat nicer as he's gotten older.
Maybe everybody tries to do that.
But it still helps to remember that none of us are perfect. And when we mess up we just gotta carry on.
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Ah. No need to apologize. Your drawing is not dumb. It is great. You are great. You just have problems right now. Everyone has problems.
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also thanks for the fav :3
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thank you. that really means a lot.
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That is me. Or let's say that was my slightly younger me with the difference that I'm trying to avoid apologizing all the time for every shit.
But everything else "fits".
Sorry to see that you obviously go through the same crap. *hug*
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its fine its just something that i've gotta deal with and its good that you're trying to not apologize for everything, that's probably something i should try working on
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Maybe I manage to succeed with it sometimes because, a) I can make people aggressive with apologizing all the time, b) I realized that apologizing all the time might be a nice gesture but it's not making things better and c) with the time I got aggressive myself by being to devoted to people. If people really have something to complain about me, I'll try to make it right again. If people just complain about bullshit, then better go out of their way. And save apologies for really fitting situations like after hurting people by accident or something.
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that's a really good mindset to have about it especially if you're managing to succeed even a little :3 maybe if i tried to think like you it'd help with the apologizing issue
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Maybe. Don't think this defeats depression or fears but at least you can go through life a tiny little bit more determined and less soft (I just mean the softness that slows you down).
And btw: apologizing for being ugly, stupid...(I doubt that you really are all this btw) ONLY may make sense if you apologize and forgive to yourself and not to other people.
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yeah that's just something that would be really difficult for me at this time but maybe someday :3
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It needs time and strength, that's normal. No "personality repair" is done quickly. I wish you the very best with it!
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I've been informed that I spelt *unneeded wrong ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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I'd hug you but I don't want to get up and your laptop's on you rn
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It's cool bro *virtual hug* I don't wanna move my laptop X3
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