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Description
Being autistic is like being born
With the best singing voice
But being deaf
As to never hear it

I regard the world
From a world
Of my very own
Creation

The words
Printed upon the pages
Are just blurs
Of colorless rainbows

But the notes
Light up
The concerto of Beethoven
Takes life

This is when
All smile and take notice
That I'm not
Completely stupid

The world is a blur
Moving fast around me
And I am
A spectator

I wail and scream
For it to make sense
Or to slow it's pace
But it never does

Nobody listens to me,
They just smile
But their eyes
Show their pain

No parent
Wants their children
To be
Touched in the head

I'm autistic
I'm not stupid
I'm just different
Just accept it

I may be smarter
Than all around me
But I can't
Show it

I take in every word
In hopes of grasping
These petty problems
You dare to cry out

Sometimes you forget
I can hear like you
That I know when your eyes leak
It means you're sad

I know at times
You forget I too
Feel and fear
I'm more than you think

But then again
You don't think
Like I think
Because I think smart

When you realize
I don’t act like the other kids
You cry and glare at me
You forget I didn't choose to be this way

I'd love to be normal
But this "handicap" as you call it
Was never
A choice

Stop badmouthing me
In front of my face
My ears works fine
Thank you

Description
Being autistic is like being born
With the best singing voice
But being deaf
As to never hear it

I regard the world
From a world
Of my very own
Creation

The words
Printed upon the pages
Are just blurs
Of colorless rainbows

But the notes
Light up
The concerto of Beethoven
Takes life

This is when
All smile and take notice
That I'm not
Completely stupid

The world is a blur
Moving fast around me
And I am
A spectator

I wail and scream
For it to make sense
Or to slow it's pace
But it never does

Nobody listens to me,
They just smile
But their eyes
Show their pain

No parent
Wants their children
To be
Touched in the head

I'm autistic
I'm not stupid
I'm just different
Just accept it

I may be smarter
Than all around me
But I can't
Show it

I take in every word
In hopes of grasping
These petty problems
You dare to cry out

Sometimes you forget
I can hear like you
That I know when your eyes leak
It means you're sad

I know at times
You forget I too
Feel and fear
I'm more than you think

But then again
You don't think
Like I think
Because I think smart

When you realize
I don’t act like the other kids
You cry and glare at me
You forget I didn't choose to be this way

I'd love to be normal
But this "handicap" as you call it
Was never
A choice

Stop badmouthing me
In front of my face
My ears works fine
Thank you