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Published: 2015-09-08 00:18:04 +0000 UTC; Views: 288; Favourites: 5; Downloads: 0
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I feel so hopeless and helpless.
Nothing I can ever do can protect the love one I care about.
Seeing the one I care about in a coma.
Wanting to be lucky and wanting her to live.
Knowing just knowing maybe she won't be a live the next day.
Or even the day after.
It hard, just I don't know hard to live that way.

I wish sometimes I have wings and so I can act like an angel in the sky.
So I can wave a finger and say you are protected.
Telling you that death can't come now.
But life isn't that easy.
You die so easy and see that people you care about most be swept away from your life. 

So what do I do to save her instead of joining her in death?
If there was a magic wish to return everything before it came then I will do it.
But there isn't.
And if there is then do I lose something.
Like the ability to see.
What do I have to do in order to protect the person I care about before death?
I been trying to think of a way while the doctor doing everything they can to save her.
It hard to live like this.
So if she die maybe so will me.
I have nothing else to live for at that point.

Tell me what to do if there was a way to go about it. 
Until then I live for the hope of despair with the dream shatter in front of me.
Dreaming of a future that will not come for me.
So if this is the end for me then so be it.
Or stop me from going that way.
It up to fate now.
So sink me to the bottom or keep my hands held high.



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Comments: 3

MusicalMissMarie [2015-09-09 18:16:43 +0000 UTC]

I truly wish I could help. I lost my father over a couple weeks to CJD, which is like ALS, but worse. It works much faster, shutting down every aspect of your brain until you no longer remember how to breath. It still breaks me that I couldnt do a thing to save him, but I know that he is out of pain. I may not believe in heaven, but I know that no matter if there is an afterlife or not, he is at peace.

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racketify In reply to MusicalMissMarie [2015-09-09 18:30:06 +0000 UTC]

i like how my writing inspire other to tell there stories, I am glad you keep him close to you heart like you did.

You got me thinking to set up a project my version share your story.
Thank you for sharing.

Hey can i ask if you want a poetry reflection, it up to you.

But thank you truly for sharing a meaningful point in your life,

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MusicalMissMarie In reply to racketify [2015-10-29 23:37:49 +0000 UTC]

I don't mind if you write a poetry reflection, go ahead.

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