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RoseDuelistBBSHM — What I Was Is Not What I Am

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"What I was, is not what I am." said the 10th Doctor, staring at his younger-self with an almost scrutinizing gaze.

The 5th Doctor looked at him severely. "Are you saying I've changed that much?" he took a breath, "For better, I wonder? Or for worse?"

Doctor Ten took a step back. "Doesn't matter." he said, turning away, "Nothing matters anymore."

"You say that so gravely." muttered Doctor Five, "Tell me, am I ready to die so soon?"

The 10th Doctor looked back with a glare. "Will you quit referring to me using 1st-person pronouns!"

The 5th Doctor snuffed. "Why? We're the same person. Or aren't we? What's happened to 'you'?"

The older Doctor looked suddenly very tired, haggard even, as though the weight of ages had fallen on him. "I've lived too long."

The younger Doctor's eyes widened, the blue of his irises shining with concern. He moved up right beside his brunette incarnation. "What do you mean?? What's happened?"

The 10th Doctor's face creased as he squeezed his eyes shut; wearily he rubbed his forehead. "I don't want to talk about it. Besides, what matters now is," he raised his head and looked to their surroundings, "Figuring out why we're here."

The blond Doctor frowned with unease, before looking around himself. "We're in the main conference room, near the annex to the Matrix."

"Yes," said Doctor Ten, "But more importantly, we're on Gallifrey." He turned, slightly less grave than he'd been the moment before. "The question is, if this is the Past, where is everyone?"

"You know you're right." the 5th Doctor blinked, "Surly they would've noticed us by now. Especially with our close proximity to the Matrix."

The older Doctor looked towards the chamber's double doors, eyes narrowing. "Something's wrong."

Together the Doctors moved, throwing the doors open and stepping out into the adjacent corridor. Only silence greeted them, thick and unwavering. In fact, when the Doctors spoke, they felt compelled to whisper.

"Do you suppose we're in some kind of Time Slip?" queried the younger Doctor.

"I don't know," answered Doctor Ten, his voice hardened by experience, "But we're going to find out."

And together they moved off down the corridor.

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In case you weren't able to tell, I WANT TO BE A DOCTOR WHO NOVELIST. *sigh* Does anyone know if they're accepting applicants again?
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This pic of Tennant and Davison is a compilation I had fun putting together. They're actually about the same age here (yes, this is a much younger pic of Peter). The background image is the conference room on Gallifrey.
I like to compare these two at the same age, as they're two of my favorite Doctors.
Enjoy!
OH, and let me know if you liked what I wrote! PLEASE.
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Comments: 49

the-surreal-blank [2011-12-28 04:28:18 +0000 UTC]

Oh wow, you need to actually write this story, and post it here! It's an intriguing blurb of a story, and the picture is well done as well.

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RoseDuelistBBSHM In reply to the-surreal-blank [2011-12-29 10:41:21 +0000 UTC]

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BlueBeacon [2010-07-25 21:21:30 +0000 UTC]

I loved it where is the fan fic for the rest of it? PLEASE TELL ME! I HAVE TO KNOW IF ITS A TIME SLIP OR NOT!

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RoseDuelistBBSHM In reply to BlueBeacon [2010-08-03 08:43:41 +0000 UTC]

Hey, aren't you the one that wanted to commission a picture of the 2nd & 3rd Doctors?


Anyway, as it stands, the rest of this fan fic is still inside my head.
Despite its popularity, I've never been able to flesh it out into a fully fledged story. (Kinda dumb on my part, I know.)

But I'm glad you liked what I wrote here. If you like the way I write for DR.WHO, please read Fohenn Fallacy , a tale of the 10th Doctor I'm currently writing.

Cheers mate, and thanx!

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BlueBeacon In reply to RoseDuelistBBSHM [2010-08-03 19:02:44 +0000 UTC]

Yes I am the guy who wanted a pic of the second and third doctor, I tried to ask your rates and such but never got back in touch with me. Also I love all things that involve ten and five. Gonna check out fohenn fallacy now and I have a fan fic of my own that involes the eighth doctor and the final day of the time war. Interested?

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RoseDuelistBBSHM In reply to BlueBeacon [2010-08-20 02:38:55 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, I'm interested. ^_^ But don't go read Fohenn Fallacy - the website I put it on messed up the format; it'll read weird.

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Haliyah [2009-12-18 09:34:04 +0000 UTC]

...I want to read the rest of this story! D: It's a rather fabulous snippet.

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whovian157 [2009-09-14 05:49:44 +0000 UTC]

Really good start, I want to know what happens next! I've tried to write fictions about the Doctors meeting up, but then I end up going, the Seventh Doctor, the Third Doctor, and it sounds all wrong. This is definitely the best Doctors fic I've read so far!

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RoseDuelistBBSHM In reply to whovian157 [2009-10-16 06:27:07 +0000 UTC]

*drops to the floor* Wow, what a compliment!

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shaunajo96 [2009-05-17 11:57:49 +0000 UTC]

I WANT MORE OF THE STORY!!!!!!!!!!!
PLEASE!!!!!

oh i love the picture too

ps I LOVE THE STORY

MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE

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MerryOnes [2008-12-16 02:17:57 +0000 UTC]

Brilliant!

More? *wide eyes*

~Andra

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RoseDuelistBBSHM In reply to MerryOnes [2008-12-16 05:54:48 +0000 UTC]

Oh! I hope so!

Too bad David Tennant is going to quit. >_<

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MerryOnes In reply to RoseDuelistBBSHM [2008-12-16 20:07:15 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, way too bad. I'm going to miss that grin...

But I can't help but wonder...What will the next Doctor's word be? Nine had Fantastic, Ten had Brilliant and Allonsy, so what will Eleven get? Hmmm, the possibilities...

You are a fantastic(Oh, the word!) writer, keep this stuff coming. I really really like it.

~Andra

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RoseDuelistBBSHM In reply to MerryOnes [2008-12-18 00:24:13 +0000 UTC]

I always imagined an older friend of mine would make a great 11th Doctor.

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MerryOnes In reply to RoseDuelistBBSHM [2008-12-19 21:44:02 +0000 UTC]

Really?

~Andra

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cinnibon [2008-11-30 00:59:05 +0000 UTC]

when was this? did i miss somthing completely? evryone seems to know about this but me! what was this episode called? was it a special aired only in britian or somthing?

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RoseDuelistBBSHM In reply to cinnibon [2008-12-01 01:11:20 +0000 UTC]

Hi! Here's a few links to what everyone is talking about.
Hope you find the vids enlightening! ^_^

Doctor Who Time Crash: [link]

Time Crash, 5th's POV: [link]

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cinnibon In reply to RoseDuelistBBSHM [2008-12-01 01:56:27 +0000 UTC]

oh thx so much. i felt so left out

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RoseDuelistBBSHM In reply to cinnibon [2008-12-03 23:11:04 +0000 UTC]

^_^ Sure! Not a problem.
Actually, "Time Crash" will appear on DVD here in America with the 4th season/series box set.
(At least I think it's the 4th box set. I might be wrong. Anyway, it'll be the one with Donna in it!)

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cinnibon In reply to RoseDuelistBBSHM [2008-12-04 18:12:58 +0000 UTC]

yah thats season 4. any idea when season 5 is comin out in the states?

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RoseDuelistBBSHM In reply to cinnibon [2008-12-05 09:24:47 +0000 UTC]

Well, I know season 5 is starting this month (December) in England. I'm sure it won't be too long 'til the Sci-Fi Channel picks it up after that (if you have cable. I don't).
Other than that, I'm sure all the new episodes will be appearing on "Utoob" as soon as they're aired in the UK.

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cinnibon In reply to RoseDuelistBBSHM [2008-12-05 20:58:34 +0000 UTC]

awsomes.

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YWYH-s--Morelenmir [2008-10-19 03:57:36 +0000 UTC]

I want you to write a whole novel. That is seriously awesome; now I am dying to know what happens next! Angsty Doctor and Fifth Doctor...can't get much better!

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RoseDuelistBBSHM In reply to YWYH-s--Morelenmir [2008-10-31 05:51:37 +0000 UTC]

Wow, thanks for saying so!
I probably will some day soon. And then I'll let you know where you can order it from. ^_^
CHEERS friend!

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YWYH-s--Morelenmir In reply to RoseDuelistBBSHM [2008-10-31 06:28:20 +0000 UTC]

Sweet!

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Police-Box-Traveler [2008-10-01 08:47:05 +0000 UTC]

i really liked what you wrote. ^_^ write some more! XD

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RoseDuelistBBSHM In reply to Police-Box-Traveler [2008-10-31 05:50:12 +0000 UTC]

I tried to, and then something stopped me.

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Police-Box-Traveler In reply to RoseDuelistBBSHM [2008-10-31 06:01:35 +0000 UTC]

Awww! XP It's coming along so well though. I really enjoyed it. ^_^

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RoseDuelistBBSHM In reply to Police-Box-Traveler [2008-11-03 20:15:50 +0000 UTC]

Wow, thanks for saying so!
Don't worry, one of these days I'll work it out and put it into novelisation form (yes, a full story).
When I do, I'll let you know where you can get it. OK?
Cheers my friend!

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Police-Box-Traveler In reply to RoseDuelistBBSHM [2008-11-04 17:46:12 +0000 UTC]

oh yes1 please do so! i'd LOVE to read it ^_^

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ManicMagdalena [2008-08-13 01:55:45 +0000 UTC]

I like very much what you wrote! Don't you want write more fanfiction? .3

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RoseDuelistBBSHM In reply to ManicMagdalena [2008-09-07 06:27:57 +0000 UTC]

I would be very happy if all I could do for the rest of my days was write.
By God and His grace, I will!

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WarriorofHeaven [2008-07-23 00:56:12 +0000 UTC]

But cool picture! What's the background supposed to be? Just a room?

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RoseDuelistBBSHM In reply to WarriorofHeaven [2008-07-30 22:17:13 +0000 UTC]

Well, I already answered this question in my comments. BUT, since your my friend, I'll reiterate.

It's the Main Conference Room on Gallifrey - the Doctor's homeworld.
I took the still from a photo gallery on my Doctor Who 'Arc of Infinity' DVD.

Thanks for commenting Ben! ^^

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WarriorofHeaven In reply to RoseDuelistBBSHM [2008-07-30 22:18:40 +0000 UTC]

Ohhh. That's awesome. We've been watching Doctor Who recently, and the season finale is on its way! It's very dramatic.

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RoseDuelistBBSHM In reply to WarriorofHeaven [2008-08-02 06:33:51 +0000 UTC]

Hee hee! ^_^
I've watch the end already - on Youtube.
It's really GOOD. You'll like it!

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WarriorofHeaven In reply to RoseDuelistBBSHM [2008-08-02 14:12:00 +0000 UTC]

cool...

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WarriorofHeaven [2008-07-23 00:55:24 +0000 UTC]

I think it would be cool to write Indiana Jones stories.

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RoseDuelistBBSHM In reply to WarriorofHeaven [2008-07-30 21:57:53 +0000 UTC]

Gotta love Indy! ^^
Havne't had a chance to see the new movie yet though.

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WarriorofHeaven In reply to RoseDuelistBBSHM [2008-07-30 22:15:45 +0000 UTC]

It's pretty cool in itself, but not as good as the first three. But don't let that discourage you from going. It's awesome, with an unexpected ending. I can say it takes place in Peru.

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CrissyStarr [2008-07-22 19:22:16 +0000 UTC]

Amazing job You should totally write more

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RoseDuelistBBSHM In reply to CrissyStarr [2008-07-30 22:03:19 +0000 UTC]

THANKS.
Acutally I love writing more than I do drawing. I'm working on a Doctor Who novel I'm going to submit to BBC Books.
So, here's hoping!

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CrissyStarr In reply to RoseDuelistBBSHM [2008-07-30 23:32:57 +0000 UTC]

Same. Totally good luck If it works, I will be the first to read it GO DOCTOR WHO 8)

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Recoloured [2008-07-22 10:39:14 +0000 UTC]

Woah, that was an amazing story. (:
Especially as it includes my number 1 show + my number 1 idol. *cough cough DAVID cough cough*

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RoseDuelistBBSHM In reply to Recoloured [2008-07-30 22:11:13 +0000 UTC]

Thanks!
Glad I didn't disappoint. How well do you think I captured the character of the Doctor(s)?

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Recoloured In reply to RoseDuelistBBSHM [2008-08-02 09:20:35 +0000 UTC]

As a certain DOCTOR would say, molto bene. xD

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Costello1020 [2008-07-22 10:18:51 +0000 UTC]

Wow. I loved it. the picture is awesome and extremely well done (tennant is taken from one from time crash, no?) and the story itself is incredible. Wahey! really liked it. Please write more soon. I'd love to read on.

right then, off we go

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RoseDuelistBBSHM In reply to Costello1020 [2008-07-30 22:09:04 +0000 UTC]

You really want to read more?? I'm flattered!
That comment pays me a great compliment, as I wrote it on the spot while waiting for this picture to load on Dev.
Maybe I should write (the rest of) the story and load it here on Dev as Prose. Does that sound like a good idea?
Anyway, thanks for taking the time to read my short story and leave a comment. That means a lot! And, yes, Tennant is taken from a CIN/Time Crash photo.
Cheers!

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Costello1020 In reply to RoseDuelistBBSHM [2008-07-31 18:04:25 +0000 UTC]

it sounds like a fantastic idea, i would love to read an entire story of it, your writing seems so suited to doctor who, especially some of your phrases and you seem to have really captured both incarnations of the doctor in their purest form

"what i was is not what i am" is so tennanty yet so "Doctor" at the same time, it's like you could imagine all incarnations of the doctor saying it

well done, please write more

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