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Rowan-Feather — Change | Part 1

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Description Sound the bugle now
Play it just for me
As the seasons change
Remember how I used to be
Now I can't go on
I can't even start
I've got nothing left
Just an empty heart

I'm a soldier wounded
So I must give up the fight
There's nothing more for me
Lead me away... or leave me lying here

Sound the bugle now
Tell them I don't care
There's not a road I know
That leads to anywhere
Without a light, I fear that I will
Stumble in the dark
Lay right down, decide not to go on

Then from on high
Somewhere in the distance
There's a voice that calls
Remember who you are
If you lose yourself
Your courage soon will follow


So be strong tonight
Remember who you are

You're a soldier now
Fighting in a battle
To be free once more
That's worth fighting for
- Sound the Bugle, Bryan Adams

 Change | Part 1
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   He had never seen them, but he knew the sounds of their footsteps, their breathing. He knew what their faces were shaped like, he knew the different lilts of their voices, the changes in tone and what each one meant. He knew their scents by heart, how tall they were compared to him, and each of their personalities, quirks, fears. 

    But things were fading. He could feel their memories slipping away into the darkness that always surrounded him, gone like his sight. Gone like his parents. He had to ask himself, just how much more did he have to lose? How much more could he take? How much before he couldn't bring himself to care any more, how much until he shut down? It wouldn't take much, Halcyon could feel how close to the edge he was. He clung close to his friends, unbearably close he was sure. Tam and Ophelia had to be saints for dealing with him so far, but the leopard could not help it. His circle had shrunk, his friends disappearing one by one until his childhood group was down to just two: Him and Tam.

But then Tam was gone.

And the darkness was crashing in faster than he could shut it out, flowing through every crack in the walls he had been forced to build up around his heart, until he was drowning, he was suffocating, he was... he was done. He was finished. There was no more left to give, nothing he could use to shut it all out.

Halcyon looked up to the sky, emotion flooding his face, and let it out. He missed them, he missed Tam, he missed the memories and the laughter and the joy.

He was giving up



Halcyon/art (c) me
Tam (c) HowlZThewolf  
Aelia (c) uasho-lynx  
Velus (c) Marietsloth  
Remus (c) Pepperjay  

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Comments: 21

Dragotan [2018-11-26 18:00:19 +0000 UTC]

Poor bby ;;w;; this looks really good tho

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Rowan-Feather In reply to Dragotan [2019-01-01 23:05:06 +0000 UTC]

Aaaa you're so sweet!!

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uasho-lynx [2018-10-29 00:58:45 +0000 UTC]

Poor bby, Don't cry.
Aelia misses him too! MAYBE SHE'LL COME BACK :0000

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Polarfleets [2018-10-13 06:31:45 +0000 UTC]

+8 EP to Hal

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Rowan-Feather In reply to Polarfleets [2018-10-14 05:23:00 +0000 UTC]

Ur the bomb.com

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Polarfleets In reply to Rowan-Feather [2018-10-14 05:23:28 +0000 UTC]

<3 I LOVE HAL BTW
STOP HURTING HIM

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Rowan-Feather In reply to Polarfleets [2018-10-14 05:50:44 +0000 UTC]

ITS NOT MY FAULT

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Nythero [2018-10-09 21:46:45 +0000 UTC]

Oh no baby boy ;;;;

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HollerHowlz [2018-10-08 13:29:04 +0000 UTC]

I know I probably deserve this, since I hit you with a bunch of feels with those Tam getting captured pictures, bUT.

YOU HIT ME RIGHT IN THE HEART WITH THAT SONG (SOUND THE BUGLE IS SUCH A SAD SONG SOB) AND WITH THE STORY, AND WITH THE PICTURE

HALCYON PLEASE DON'T GIVE UP. TAM WILL BE BACK SOON. EMOER THEN EVER, AND WITH A SISTER. PLEASE STAY ALIVE.

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UnityUniverse [2018-10-08 05:10:52 +0000 UTC]

QoQ WAT

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Rowan-Feather In reply to UnityUniverse [2018-10-08 05:28:08 +0000 UTC]

H I

This has been (subconsciously) in the makings for a year or so XDD
SURPRISE

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UnityUniverse In reply to Rowan-Feather [2018-10-08 07:59:27 +0000 UTC]

BUT
BUT
MY HAL BAE

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Rowan-Feather In reply to UnityUniverse [2018-10-14 05:26:15 +0000 UTC]

ITS OK HE'S ONLY A LITTLE BIT BROKEN
I HAVE SUPERGLUE

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Pepperjay [2018-10-08 01:38:13 +0000 UTC]

hJBDJHKBFHJKB THROWBACK I MISS HALCYON SO MUCH YOU WOULDN'T bE L I E V E
THIS LOOKS SO NICE ROWAN THOUGH I LOVE

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Rowan-Feather In reply to Pepperjay [2018-10-08 05:28:57 +0000 UTC]

HAL MISSES REMUS SM YOUUUU WOULDNT BELIEVE
AND I MISS RPING WITH YOU

OMG THANK YOU PEPPER <333

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CanisLunaris [2018-10-07 16:59:16 +0000 UTC]

owo whats's this-



It looks so nice, Rowan!!!!

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Rowan-Feather In reply to CanisLunaris [2018-10-08 05:29:19 +0000 UTC]

Thanks Lupa <3
I'm so glad you're back you have no idea

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CanisLunaris In reply to Rowan-Feather [2018-10-08 17:26:26 +0000 UTC]

Awhhh, haha. It's nice to be back lol

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Fail-Seeker [2018-10-07 04:10:23 +0000 UTC]

So beautiful!

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Rowan-Feather In reply to Fail-Seeker [2018-10-08 05:29:27 +0000 UTC]

Aaa thank you!

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Fail-Seeker In reply to Rowan-Feather [2018-10-08 05:34:01 +0000 UTC]

You are welcome!

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