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Sometimes I am scared
Scared to get too close
To be alone with you
Scared, not of you
But of me
Of what I might do
Scared that if I relax
If I let my true feelings
Show themselves
You would not want to be by me anymore
So scared of my emotions
I don’t even know what they are
I keep myself shut off
To the “just friends” mentality
Around you, because I’m afraid
Afraid I may love you
Terrified that I might want you
Because you aren’t that way
Petrified that if I let my feelings
Break out
It would scare you away
Forever
I couldn’t live without
Talking to you and
Being able to give you hugs
So I’m terrified to be alone with you
In case I really do love you