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SasumiYahiko — Anorexia is not only a memory

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Published: 2017-08-02 18:42:34 +0000 UTC; Views: 5183; Favourites: 16; Downloads: 0
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Description Not all of you may know this, but I had an anorexia.
I used to fight with it, but thought of it come back to me.
It's kinda like with being an alcoholic. You never can truly get away from it. And bad memories of it will come back to you to scare you that it might happen again.
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Bellmellart [2017-08-03 16:02:17 +0000 UTC]

ho no... what are you doing with it than? 

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SasumiYahiko In reply to Bellmellart [2017-08-03 16:21:04 +0000 UTC]

It doesn not affect me in a way that normal anotexia stadiums would do now. But it gives me the flashbacks and same feelings about my body that I had when I was actually sick. When I was affected by the anorexia my way out was cutting myself as a punishment for eating. Now I'm ashamed of this obvoiusly. Now, when I'm not ''sick'' anymore I still have those feelings. My way out is different tho. I just told my boyfriend that I was feeling bad. He could think that I had a fever or sth, but he knew immedialety that it wasn't it. Just a little talk to him really did help me. I think that there was the difference. When I had the anorexia in its biggest state I was alone. Now I'm not. It makes a difference.

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Bellmellart In reply to SasumiYahiko [2017-08-06 19:24:04 +0000 UTC]

did somenow try to help you about it? someone know? if you know you have anorexia dosne't it mean that you already know you're thin?

i think i understand you a bit.. i think it's happen to me too. but i fight in this.
you see, my weight was 50.7 and i'm 15 but beacause i wanted to look good in swim suit for the end of the year i started to keep from food and now i 48.5 ~ week of it~ but i liked this feeling for begin sexy and damn it i think i might be even liked it too much. and now i'm so scared from get more weight. is that bad?

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SasumiYahiko In reply to Bellmellart [2017-08-06 23:35:01 +0000 UTC]

It's normal (for people with that problem) for being afraid of coming back to the previous weigh. The problem is that it's wrong when it takes your whole time. Where you eating anything? Or were you starving yourself? And for how long where you doing this "non-food" thing?

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Bellmellart In reply to SasumiYahiko [2017-08-07 08:12:23 +0000 UTC]

I see.. umm i don't really eat much.. but just beacause i forget to eat all the time lol. And in the night in super late hours i'm just not hungry. But if i do want to eat i will eat whatever i want
It's tarted before two months. Or less.

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SasumiYahiko In reply to Bellmellart [2017-08-07 11:19:25 +0000 UTC]

Ok, I gei it now. Well, I think you should be careful. You're on a "good" way to anorexia. Eating not so much isn't bad itself. Eating NOTHING or STARVING yourself is bad. You should be careful anyway. I think it would be good if you found a good schedule for your meals. That way you'll make sure to always eat, yet you'll be satisfied with amount of food you're eating.

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lunelsa In reply to SasumiYahiko [2017-08-06 14:39:08 +0000 UTC]

I had problems like that with cutting myself but it was for others reasons, and like you, a talk with my boyfriend helps me

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xXStarryPuffyDreamXx [2017-08-02 20:11:23 +0000 UTC]

*hugs ya*

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SasumiYahiko In reply to xXStarryPuffyDreamXx [2017-08-02 20:34:15 +0000 UTC]

*hugs ya back*

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xXStarryPuffyDreamXx In reply to SasumiYahiko [2017-08-02 20:37:17 +0000 UTC]

<333

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lunelsa [2017-08-02 19:02:39 +0000 UTC]

*tight hug*

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SasumiYahiko In reply to lunelsa [2017-08-02 19:03:00 +0000 UTC]

*hugs back*

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lunelsa In reply to SasumiYahiko [2017-08-06 14:39:25 +0000 UTC]

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Maplestar221 [2017-08-02 18:46:03 +0000 UTC]

your not alon...

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SasumiYahiko In reply to Maplestar221 [2017-08-02 18:47:38 +0000 UTC]

I tried to make this comic as a warning for all the people who are on the edge of having an anorexia

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Maplestar221 In reply to SasumiYahiko [2017-08-02 18:49:28 +0000 UTC]

its a good comic!

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