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Published: 2011-10-24 17:12:27 +0000 UTC; Views: 98; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 1
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Description How is it that
In an instant
You can make me
Feel visable and
Special but in the next
You can make me feel
Like I'm completely
Invisable?

We were close once
But now I'm back with
Him you've changed,
You're not the same.

Why did you suddenly
Do a 180? Did I do something
Wrong to make you upset?

You swear that I'm still cool
And that you aren't mad at me
But your actions say otherwise.

I feel alone more often now,
I cant understand why.
I put on a happy face and
Pretend that I'm ok, but
Then you walk in to the room
And I look your way.

Do you notice the lonely look
In my eyes? I miss you but
I can't tell you how I really
Feel. I'm confused myself about
My true inner feelings. I love him
But I miss you.

How can this be?
I knew I had strong feelings for
You but I thought they were
Gone, pushed away by the feelings
I have for him. Is it because
You saw me when I felt so
Invisable and now I'm back
To feeling like that I want it to
Go away? Or is it something deeper,
A connection made back on that day.

Everytime I see a zombie item
I think of you, it hurts a little
But I'm beginning to see
That you don't really care.
I'm just some girl you spent
Some time with.

Wait please tell me the reason.
Tell me How everything changed,
And where I went wrong.
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Comments: 4

NikosanNako [2011-10-24 17:23:50 +0000 UTC]

I know how you feel.......I went to second grade with a boy, he moved away but came back, in third grade he made me feel special. we grew closer and I started liking him. On the last day of school he was moving back to where he lived before and I was going to a different school. He told me he liked me but he has a girlfriend I told him that he made me feel special and that I loved him more than anyone i've ever met, but there was nothing i could do about it..........D;

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Shadowofmemory In reply to NikosanNako [2011-10-25 14:58:33 +0000 UTC]

Well this is college and he was my first friend in this new area so him distancing himself hurts even more b/c it feels like I'm one friend short now on campus.

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NikosanNako In reply to Shadowofmemory [2011-10-31 14:46:09 +0000 UTC]

Oh, I understand. And yes it was college not second grade

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Shadowofmemory In reply to NikosanNako [2011-11-03 00:09:12 +0000 UTC]

lolz

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