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I've been going through some depression. Why? I don't think anybody cares about me anymore. My friends at school don't talk to me. I try, they just ignore. They leave me out of groups. Also when I try to walk with them in the halls, they push me out of the group. Not forcefully, but they just squeeze me out of the line. So I walk alone. The only happiness I have is you guys, and my one true friend, Amaris. But I don't get to see her as much as my other "friends". I only see her for about 2 hours every weekday, when she is at school. When she misses school I don't talk to anyone, nor do I say anything. I'm quiet the whole day. But when I'm around her I feel so happy. 2 hours I'm happy everyday. On the weekends, I hope for her to be at her dad's house so she can skype, or even one of you being on. When no one is, I'm alone. All alone.I wanted to vent because I'm having a hard time in school and such. No need to get all worried about me. I won't start cutting myself. I promise.
I'll try to stay strong. <3
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sorry i didn't say this sooner. i know EXACTLY what your going through. im so sorry. if your still going through it, im still sorry. that happened to me this year. i have, well... no one. last year was... okay. i still was pretty much an outcast getting lost in the hall ways. so just show everyone that your NOT sad. even though its hard. i sit down and read a good book and try and figure out new possibilities for my art. people wonder why i like reading.
glad you wont start cutting yourself! that would be very bad. my closest friends went through the same thing before we met each other. besides... if you push forward, you discover new things that make you happy. i cant guarantee it makes it all totally better, but it definitely helps. thats what i did when my mom and dad divorced.
you are one of my friends even though i dont see you that often! so dont worry! if you ever ned someone to talk to, im always here and other places too so dont worry. youll be fine.
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oh im fine now x3
this is old <3
im not upset anymore but thanks <333
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i still thought i should post this because i dont remember ever seeing this... i swear i have short term memory loss! okay so anyway, if it ever happens again, read that message.
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Wow you're in pretty much the same situation as me...i only have two or three friends...
i'm pretty much the kid that just sits and doesn't talk at all almost i have this friend i see in the hallway every now and then because i have no classes with her and she moved farther from my house now.
i seriously could have walked to her house sometime if i wanted to, but now she's gone.
My used-to-be friends aren't in any of my classes and when i try to talk to them in the hallway they just ignore me so i stopped trying.
Drawing and making art is one of my only hobbies that keeps me from going into the dark and never coming back
random people at my school see my drawing and a few have even wanted something that i've drawn for them
i don't know why i don't draw that good with pencils nor a computer so yeah...
staying strong is hard believe me...when i got bullied (AKA before my mom went into a rage and wrote a note to my teacher about the kid that bullied me the most which had all i told her that he did to me) i felt like i was worthless and nothing mattered anymore. but after my mom wrote a note to my teacher nobody bullied me again.
i think they're just scared of my mom. but anyways let's get to the point.
i understand what you're going through and i just want to tell you to try to stay strong i know it's hard....
i also think that if those "friends" of yours are ignoring you they really aren't your friends.
(also venting doesn't ever really help me for some reason. in fact i kind of start to feel sadder when i draw sad things so i just draw happy upbeat stuff to try to make me happier but it unfortunately doesn't do that...for whatever reason...)
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Ahh depression is a pain.
It sucks.
Only recently I've been able to get out of it.
//notreallyjustalittlebit\\
Hey, it gets better.
It may take a long time.
It may seem like there is nothing left.
I'll be honest with you. I did almost start to cut.
Suicide was on my mind far to often.
I'm a lot better now then I was maybe a month ago..?
Anyway,
Stay strong sherb c:
You'll have friends that will be there till the end and friends that will leave.
There is a reason they leave though.
Just keep that in mind. <3
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it does suck :,<
im glad there are people that say they could eventually get out of it
; A ;
i dont think i will go that far
sherb dont cut
sherb dont do suicide
remember those thing
ill tryy <3
i know i have really good friends out there
okie <33
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All i can say is that itll get better <3
i promise
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I know how you feel :l
I'm sorry you're going through this.
But think about all the poop you've faced so far in your life. You made it through all of that. You can make it through more <333447 x'D
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Yeah, true. I've made it through 12 years of life
why shouldn't I be able to make it through many more.
Its hard though ;n;
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WAITWAITWAIT are you twelve?
Think about all the goals you want to accomplish. I want four gingery children, a loving husband/wife, a great home, a good job, and so much more.
I've thought about killing myself SO many times, but if I did I would never get to experience those things.
Make a list of what you want to do, and just try to imagine how happy you'd be with those.
Then make them happen C:
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yes e A e xDDD
truetrue ;w;
i will!
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oh sherb
Pleasee don't be upset
i know this is hard
i go through it too
but all we can do is seek help
and try to keep on going
i'm so sorry you have to go through this lucy
i really am.
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it is hard
im sorry for myself because i cant fight it off. ;-;
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Bro
It's the same way for me at school
believe me
but you just have to stay strong... or as miku would say,
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Just hang in there okay <3
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I will believe you <3
And I'll try to stay strong.
I love that song ;w;
okie <33
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I've experienced the same thing
I know how it feels
I really do
but I know that you are amazing
and you will feel better
you're a strong person
you show it through your art
I see it
don't worry
it will go away
and if you feel you don't matter
you matter to me
and all your fans
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Im literally crying right now.
This comment.
I am going to save it forever
Just after reading this I feel a bit better
i know it will go away
;-;
eventually
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my depression is only through family issues, things at home. i'm fine at school but...
sherbs, I totally understand you at this moment. In Monterey, I just want to derp with a friend right now, instead of crying while watching stupid videos or anime or random junk, which is basically waht i'm doing right now?
idek i can't even stop crying lol(sobs) crying right now uh i just want to go home but i was stupid but i'm glad you're streaming right now so I can talk to you. ;w;
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; A ;
rainnn
im sorry you have to go through that
im also sorry that i stopped streaming ; _ ; <3
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uuuwuuu
no prob, you already helped me feel better
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//throws love
have some more feel better magic
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I've been having a pretty horrible time in School last year but thing's are getting pretty better. I hope things get better for you and maybe you shouldn't be friends with them anymore if they treat you that way?
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Well, yeah that might be true. ; o ;
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