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Published: 2017-03-24 21:19:00 +0000 UTC; Views: 1757; Favourites: 59; Downloads: 0
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You know that feeling sometimes when you think you're doing all wrong, you can't do nothing right, you think you're going to drown but fight to remain on the surface...?My depression is catching up with me again...
The last two days on work were extremely exhausting, every minute I think I heard mocking comments, I was on the edge to explode and at the same time there wasn't much to make me cry...
Today it was worse and after work I went home and the first thing I did when I saw my fiancΓ©: I was crying out all my pain, frustration and anger...
Sometimes... I just want to run into another life...
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TMNT does not belongs to me!
Art by me!
Depression stays with me...
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Sometimes the other life if in the escape we use to alleviate that depression.
Our art, our writing, online, IRL, all of it becomes more than the sum of our parts, it makes us whole when we're full of holes and bleeding.
You can call it escapism if you want but when it works who are they to judge it.
Do what makes you feel good.Β Even if it means burying your head in the pillow and screaming.
Or, creating beautiful, emotional art like this.
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Thank you so much for your words!
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I understand that so much. I can be having a great day and then the voices in my head are telling me how horrible I am and to give up. I don't know what actually keeps me going anymore aside from proving everyone wrong sometimes. Hope things look up.
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It's hard to fight against those voices... sometimes I don't give a shit and on other days they keep coming...
depression is shit and it will never go fully away...
Hope for you, too!
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Yeah it is a never ending battle... but gotta be strong. I try everyday just to sit up in bed. It's a nasty curse for sure. You make some beautiful stuff for this world.
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It's very important to let your feelings out since you do more harm by holding them in / back since, eventually, they will burst out. I'm glad you had your fiance there for you 
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Thank you, honey!
We'll see how it'll go tomorrow :/
The problem is that even the tiniest thing ticks me off... my temper these days are more like a rage... o.o"
I know that, sweetheart! I know that! Thank you!!!
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Hmm, well, from my own personal experience I can say that when the anger reaches that level, it's huge sign of letting things or people (literally anything) in your life which doesn't make you feel good anymore (like leaving old toxin job, moving to new area, having new friends and kicking old toxin people out etc.). I had this with my mom over 5 years ago. I slowly started to get more and more angry towards her, even hate her, until this "invisible" thin line just snapped in me and I felt so huge relief afterward since I realized I finally had managed to let go of mom (since ever since I was a kid I hang onto her as much as possible). Mom, in these days, is only like any other human being to me without me having any "mother-daughter" emotions towards her. To me she's just a woman who's only namely a mom, nothing more.
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Art can be very cathartic, I know writing is for me when I'm feeling down. This image does a very good job of relaying the feelings you've expressed.Β Exhaustion does not help depression.Β Rest, relax, find something fun to do with your fiancΓ©. Most of all, ignore negativity as best you can and know that we love you!
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It is, when you can let out all those feelings into one work or (in your case) in a story!
I relaxed over the weekend and today I worked in the garden, weeded, plant some roses and ivy and later I enjoyed the sun while drinking a coffee~ it felt so good!
Thank you so much, Hummer!
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I worked in the garden this weekend too! My hummingbirds are back and insisted I take care of their flowers. (I spoil those little birds). Β
Sitting outside in the sun amongst the plants is so~o relaxing. Nature has a way of peeling back those dark layers of our emotions and setting us free.
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Aaw - lovely! You have hummingbirds?! I've never seen one in my life! ^^"
It's good to be spoiled!
Nature is the best therapist!
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I'm sorry to hear that you feel that way. Art is definitely a good way to let out some of those emotions and you've done so beautifully. β‘
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Thank you so much! ^^
It's getting slowly better by now. I had time for myself, to distract me with other tasks... we'll see how it goes tomorrow when I go back to work... :/
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Love it!!!! Bit I know that feeling I'm like that every day with these two little ones running around lol
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Thank you!
I don't know yet how is it to be a mum, but I believe even that it's hard sometimes nothing can give you this joy and love like children can!
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Sometimes I feel like that too. Sometimes I just want to have wings and fly away and forget my problems, be free with no tasks to do and be happy without worries. Life can be unfair and cruel with us. BUT, there's people who love us and give us all their support. And here we are! We will help you with your problems, you are not alone on this. You have a family here. Β Β
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Such a sweet comment, your support gives me a little bit strength back I lost these days...
thank you for this!!!
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There are some times and moment when we just want everything stop. Lying down, relaxing, even if for a few minutes, it would be nice. Life is indeed a struggle and it giving us many tasks that we either solve it or not. But there is one thing, you are not alone. Don't hold the burdens on your shoulders. You have friends, internet friends, people who will be there for you and lifting up those heavy weight from your shoulders ^^ (sorry for the long comment, I hope you will feel better)
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Exactly, those are precious minutes we definitely need once a day - it gives us back strength and energy,
Life is all about learning... and I need to learn to calm myself... my temper is too much these days...
Your comment made me smile in the first place and now after reading it again it makes me happy again!
(Thank you for your long comment ^^ I don't mind! 
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I'll do my best to cheer people up or make them smile even if a little bit, It's worth it. We sure have that depressing moment all the time that's normal, but we will getting out of it of course
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It is indeed!
Yes, we will! Thank you again!
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I feel your pain. Fighting with depression is hard. Right now I feel like everything falls out of hands.
Artwork is really awesome. Love it so muchΒ
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Your comment made me smile! 
And even a fictional hug makes me feel good again! ^.^
Thank you so much!
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I'm glad that I could help even if it a little.
Your so wellcome
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