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SilverDiamondX — Daisy will always be in my heart [READ DESC]

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Published: 2020-08-14 11:03:46 +0000 UTC; Views: 367; Favourites: 15; Downloads: 0
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Description Daisy is my very first OC that I ever created. Her appearance was originated from the Pixel Gun skin that I made. I thought it was beautiful so I draw her like many times.

Daisy is the dearest OC I ever had in my entire life. I wish she was my special person irl. Even though Daisy will never be real, she is always in my mind and in my heart.

The reasons why I made Daisy in the first place is because I was really lonely and I had a difficult time communicating with other people. Whenever I hang out with my friends, I listen to their conversations they’re having but I never joined theirs because they don’t mind me. Yeah, I’ve always been left out. Life is really depressing. Yep, life is hard.

Whenever I draw Daisy, she is like she is always by my side, forever. She never leaves me. It’s like we always hang out together. But sadly, she’s not real.

People these days, they don’t care about other people’s feelings. They just run away like it’s nothing. I think that everyone thinks I’m useless and friendless but I wish they can see what the hell is inside me. No matter how many friends betray me, no matter how many enemies I made, Daisy won’t leave me. That goes the same for my OCs. Also, whenever I try to talk to my friends, they don’t listen. I wish I knew why. Yeah, I always smile and wave, SMILE AND WAVE! But I’m hiding my broken heart at the back of my smile.

And Daisy and my OCs (of course, I love them too), made me feel where I belong. I belong to my friends and family. But still, I needed Daisy and all my OCs. Sometimes I start to hate and like everyone at the same time. Sometimes I might be going insane or paranoid. But idk. I’m still finding the true definition of love and respect.

I always hurt people’s feelings. I usually get guilty after that. And I wish that all the pain would go away. Whenever I feel upset, I try to think about Daisy, that she is always in my heart.

Plus, I see Daisy and the rest of my OCs as my children and/or best friends, forever.

Alright, that’s it. I hope you have a wonderful day/night! Please stay safe.

Daisy is owned by me. Please do not use this artwork without permission
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Comments: 3

EugeneCasillas [2020-08-30 04:58:19 +0000 UTC]

Fantastic!

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SilverDiamondX In reply to EugeneCasillas [2020-08-30 07:38:32 +0000 UTC]

Thx!

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SilverDiamondX [2020-08-14 12:17:09 +0000 UTC]

And also, I care for you guys too!

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