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Published: 2008-06-25 03:30:38 +0000 UTC; Views: 874; Favourites: 31; Downloads: 6
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scars and tearscorel painter essentials 3 adobe photoshop 7.0
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I'm such a crybaby, no, I am, a crybaby. I almost cry for everything, well, that doesn't include the emotion of joy
(that means no tears of joy,).
I cry when I am frustrated;when I can't even spell the word 'frustrated.' when I can't even get this geometry problem.
I cry when I am mad; when my parents says no without any reason, when that 2nd just treats me like shit.
I cry when I'm scared; when my dad faints and is hospitalized, when I am all alone and I hear footsteps that doesn't belong to anybody in my family.
I cry when I'm sad; when the stupid soap opera's main character's friend's son kills himself, when I get a D on the L.A. final exam (well , it's the mix of fear and sadness).
I cry when I disire somthing so badly; when I want to cosplay so badly, when I want to see my mvp of my life so bad.
I cry when it hurts; when my finger had to get stitched because of an 'accident', when my dad slapped me so hard I fell on the ground.
I mostly just cry on everything, anytime, anywhere. really.
I cry during class, mass, room, chruch, closet, whereever you can think of, and I cry for the stupidest reasons on earth. It's just weird, when I was in korea and shortly after I came back from korea, I really never cried over emotion. I don't know, maybe it's puberty, maybe I became a retard. I don't know.
It really hurts when I cry; my stomach gets upset, I throw up eventually, my lungs compresses, I have short breath like I'm getting an asthma attack, my head hurts like an army is shooting at my head, my spine feels like they're twisting, my eyes burns, I can't even stand right, I just go crazy: attemption of suicide, self harming (no, I don't 'cut'
, breaking everything I can grab. yes, the 'emo wave' : ) I'm just feeling kind of depressed the pasf 'few' weeks and I just can't get over with them , and I exploded so badly today to my dad that now I feel really guilty saying all those shits .
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Comments: 11
oh, when you submit you rdeviaton, and then click submit ,
there will be another page asking if you will put it on prints : )
(I know nobody will buy it, but I'm just doing it for the sake of it D: )
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very well done. I'm trying to learn how to make hair as well as you.
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oh, wel.. about that,
I use the modern technology (......)
if I draw this inpencil and papaer, it wouldn't turn out this good XD ;;;
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Aww, it's okay to cry. I used to not cry a lot either, but now I do. It's probably puberty. lol.
But Jenny, maybe you should see a doctor about the asthma attack feeling you get when you cry. It could be something bad.
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bleh, maybe because I have a weak lung (.....)
I always followed my dad like a shadow and he always smoked
so like.. second hand smoking ;;
I think it's puberty too, but I still don't like it : (
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lol, second hand smoke is bad.
But it's good to vent out your emotions once in a while...
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: ) but then I go emo for a while (...)
I mean , not like just two or three days, like ... two or three weeks ;;
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