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You're not alone (Sjin X Sips)

Sjin's P.O.V

I walked nervously down the hall ways. I hoped they didn't do it again. These three guys always teased my, pushed me down, knocked my stuff out of my hands, and that was a good day. It all started because of Gym class. I got my gym clothes out of my locker, put my stuff in there, and closed my locker, but leaving it slightly open like I always do. I do that so I don't have to re-enter the combination. My journal ended up falling out, and I was horrified when I walked out of the bathroom to see them reading it...

Sips's P.O.V.

I walked home everyday, today was not the best. It was raining, and when I say that, I mean it was like, pissing with rain. I didn't really walk faster though. Water is not going to kill me. Then, I heard footsteps behind me. They were running though. I turned just in time to see a kid running past me. Three others shoving me out of the way to be to him. One of them, threw a rock at his foot. The kid stumbled and fell to the ground, yelping and holding his arm. Then, through the rain, I saw his face, SJIN, I yelled.

Sjin's P.O.V.

I looked up as I heard my name called. I saw Sips standing there. Then, they started kicking my in the stomach. I gasped for air but it was cut off as I received a foot to the throat. I spat blood on the ground and coughed miserably. Then, the kicking stopped. I looked around sluggishly. I noticed Sips taking all three of them on. He was doing pretty good to, until he was backed into a corner. They started hitting him, I could see his face twisting in pain. I just couldn't take it.

Sips's P.O.V.

They were punching pretty damn hard. A few more punches and I would be out. Then Sjin ran up and kicked one of them in the back of the leg sending them to the ground. Another took a textbook to the head.

"Lights out." Said Sjin grinning.

The third though, took Sjin's textbook, whacked him in the face with it, then kicked him in the chest sending him into the street. Sjin dropped to the ground stunned. Sips panicked as he heard screeching car tires, desperately trying to stop from hitting Sjin.

Sjin's P.O.V.

I was watching my blood flow around in the watery street as it escaped my mouth. I was curious as to why it became illuminated. I couldn't her very well because my ears were ringing, but I could defiantly hear my name being shouted. I turned my head to see a car screeching to a halt, and seeing Sips right in front of it, blocking...protecting me. I stood up and tried to move Sips, but slid across the ground out when the front bumper met my stomach. I watched Sips drop next to me before I finally blacked out.

Sips's P.O.V

I woke up in a hospital bed. I looked next to me to see Sjin crying. Lewis, Simon and Duncan were with him trying to calm him down. I easily sat up realizing that we were injured, but not badly.

"Sjin, are you okay?" I asked.

Everyone's attention snapped to me. I realized they weren't aware that I was awake yet.

"What happened?" I asked.

"Si...Sips, we...the car..it wasn't trying to...stop for us..but..." Sjin tried to explain through sobs. Sips felt horrible for his buddy. He got up and sat next to Sjin.

"The car was trying to stop because another car was flying through the air right at it. There was a major accident right where we found you guys. The car the hit you was Sjin's family, there were coming to surprise him on his birthday tomorrow.The car that was flying through the air hit Sjin's family's car, blowing it up and...killing them all. Sjin now has no family and no where to go." Lewis explained. He was rubbing Sjin's back trying to cheer him up.

Sjin's P.O.V.
I stared out the car window, watching the rain slide down in, reflection my emotions. Duncan was driving me and Sips to Sips's apartment. Sips said I could live there with him. But it doesn't matter, the bullying will just continue, my family will remain dead, my life will stay miserable. Maybe...maybe I should end it. But, what about my friends? I looked at Duncan, who was focused on driving, but in the review mirror, I could see the concern in his eyes. Then I looked at Sips, Sips looked back at me.

"You okay buddy?" He asked me.

He took my hand in his and looked at me. I don't know why but I responded by scouting closer, leaning against him and resting my head on his shoulder. He wrapped his arm around my waist and pulled me closer. For the first time in a LONG while, I felt warm, happy...safe. It all makes sense now. What I wrote in my journal that caused this mess was that I thought that I was gay. Right now sitting here with Sips, I realize its true. Cause I feel that way for Sips. Does he feel the same way? I thought to my self, drifting into sleep.

LATER THAT NIGHT

Sips's P.O.V

I had shown Sjin his room. I had an extra one because this is a two person apartment and nobody else lived with me. Duncan, Lewis and Simon were going to help Sjin move in tomorrow. I couldn't sleep. I was sore all over and I felt terrible for Sjin. But I felt something else for him to. I realized it in the car. I thought I was just being comforting, but it felt like MORE than that. My thought went blank when I heard a strange noise down the hall. I got up and quietly padded down the hallway. I stopped at Sjin's door where the noise was loudest.

"Sjin?" The noise stopped. "Sjin are you okay?"

"I...I'm fine Sips."

Sips could tell he was crying by the sound of his voice. He opened the door to see Sjin sitting up in bed, looking out the window.

Sjin's P.O.V.

Sips sat on the bed next to me. Before he even had time to say anything, I buried my face in his chest and started sobbing.

"Sips I hate my life! I'm all alone, no one cares about me! My family is gone, I barely have any friends, and every single hellish day of my life I'm bullied! I don't want to live anymore!"

Sips wrapped his arms around Sjin and pulled him close.

"Don't say that Sjin. You're wrong about all those things. You're not alone, you have me. I care about you. A lot. Yeah, your family is gone and I'm so sorry, but you still have family. You have Lewis and Simon and Duncan. And me, me Sjin. you have me, and don't leave me, ever, don't take your life."

I felt Sips's tear drops hitting my head, I could feel his heart pounding.

"I love you Sjin."

"Really?" I whimpered.

"Really, I do. I...I guess I always have."

"I love you to Sips. That's what I wrote in my journal, why they came after me."

Sips lied down, still holding Sjin. Sjin snuggled closer to Sips.

"Well, you don't have to worry about them anymore Sjin, because ole' Sips is packin fuckin A and fuckin B."

Sjin giggled and closed his eyes. Sips laughed and wrapped his arms tighter around Sjin, pulling him even closer.

"Goodnight Sjin."

"Goodnight Sips."

THE NEXT DAY

Sips and Sjin were walking down the hall when Rythain came around the corner. He stopped when he saw Sips and Sjin. Sips and Sjin recognized him right away. Sjin grasped Sips's hand. Sips squeezed Sjin's hand to comfort him. Rythain walked up to Sjin, Sips watching him closely the whole time.

"Sjin, Sips, I'm really sorry. What my friends and I did was horribly wrong. I shouldn't judge you on something like that. I'm sorry I hurt you guys so much, really." Rythain explained.

Sjin could see the sincerity in Rythians eyes.

"It's okay Rythain, thanks for the apology. We good?" Sjin asked.

"Were good." Rythain replied fist bumping Sjin's free hand.

After Rythain walked away, Sips burst out laughing.

"What?" Sjin asked.

"You fist bumped him?"

"Yeah, you got a problem bub, huh, I'll fist bump ya right in the nose." Sjin said.

"Whoa, we got a bad-ass over here." Sips said.

"Shut up." Sjin playfully punched Sips's arm.