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Published: 2019-08-10 19:10:20 +0000 UTC; Views: 30159; Favourites: 1089; Downloads: 28
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Description I like to imagine the internet as it's own physical world. Websites being tourist attractions, YouTube being its own continent with all kinds of cultures, fandoms and communities spread around it in the form of large towns and cities. Casual viewers and content creators live in said towns within their communities. And while some people never stay in one area, there's still a place for them to go.
For a long time i felt like the animation community was where I'd live, and i try my best to contribute to the community by uploading often and talking to people...
But i feel like after some time, ive been slowly cast away... i don't feel like I'm being included in anything anymore. I feel like everyone's forgotten about me, or they're ignoring me... i don't feel like I'm a part of my community anymore... I don't feel like i have anywhere to go... i feel so lonely.
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meevins In reply to ??? [2019-08-12 15:48:07 +0000 UTC]

Jesus Christ you're doing a whole lot of reaching. It's really not that deep my dude

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SpookySpider14 In reply to meevins [2019-08-12 16:00:13 +0000 UTC]

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meevins In reply to SpookySpider14 [2019-08-12 16:13:06 +0000 UTC]

This has nothing to do with me "not being entirely correct" Lmao don't be so fucking pretentious. You're doing a lot of reaching my dude, it's really not that deep. 

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SpookySpider14 In reply to meevins [2019-08-12 16:40:36 +0000 UTC]

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meevins In reply to SpookySpider14 [2019-08-12 16:58:13 +0000 UTC]

You're doing a lot of reaching my dude, it's really not that deep. 

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SpookySpider14 In reply to meevins [2019-08-12 17:18:32 +0000 UTC]

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meevins In reply to SpookySpider14 [2019-08-12 17:31:32 +0000 UTC]

Are you finished? Because you stopped having anything to a say a long time ago

Holy shit I can't, you can't see past your own nose can you? You're doing the exact thing I was calling out people for...yikes. Making a bunch of bold accusations that have no weight nor logic to them

I'm starting to think you people love the sound of your own voice and love how smart you sound seeming as you all have the exact same way of speaking. You're all so patronising and sure love peppering in witty comebacks. Oh boy you sure are so clever. 

Bro you're just trying to start a really pointless argument and it's petty as hell. You were the one to come at me and start with this stupid dribble, not the other way around. Do you really blame me for starting to get annoyed when I'm having every single sentence I say nit pick and pulled apart? When every single reply you send is just filled with this smug patronising tone? 

Do you honestly have a point? Because if anything I was just communicating the same way you were: repeating myself over and over instead of coming up with a new things to say. Even then you were too dense and stupid to realise this lmao

You do understand people don't need some deep complicated reason to hate other people or be nasty to other people...right? It's really not that deep, at all. This is honestly embarrassing. I'm 99% scoot hasn't spoken to any of these people let alone be rude to them. A lot of people just dislike scoot because she has a lot of fans and people think she doesn't deserve the attention she gets. As I said, it's really not that deep. It seriously isn't.

I can communicate just fine, I'd just rather not waste my time having a debate over the most pointless  thing. You're not as smart and clever as you think you are, I'm sorry to have to tell you this. You can stop now, this conversation is over and there is nothing else to add. Piss off you annoying irritating degenerate  

You're doing a lot of reaching my dude, it's really really REALLY not that deep. 

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SpookySpider14 In reply to meevins [2019-08-12 18:07:47 +0000 UTC]

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meevins In reply to SpookySpider14 [2019-08-12 18:16:27 +0000 UTC]

Yeah I know you are, I can 100% tell and congrats you got one. I don't know why you're still sounding so smug and happy about deliberately going out of your way to be a dick to someone. To deliberately try your hardest to upset someone for your own entertainment. How sad and pathetic do you have to be. Boy you sure are a lovely person and also a complete hypocrite. I don't know what to tell you other than hurling insults at other people and doing literally what you just did: attacking them for your own sick enjoyment isn't an opinion. Bye

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SpookySpider14 In reply to meevins [2019-08-12 18:28:17 +0000 UTC]

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meevins In reply to SpookySpider14 [2019-08-12 18:41:30 +0000 UTC]

Too long didn't read. Imagine trying to use that as crutch for your asshole behaviour. You just did something extremely fucking shitty and this is entire thing is on you, not me. You started all of this and instead of dealing with this maturely you started hurling insults at me and tried to do your best to upset me. Golly you sure are a lovely person huh 

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SpookySpider14 In reply to meevins [2019-08-12 18:45:31 +0000 UTC]

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meevins In reply to SpookySpider14 [2019-08-12 18:51:20 +0000 UTC]

Yeah you can leave now, you've said enough and I'm not in the mood to deal with you anymore. I would apologise but I'm not sorry for anything because I wasn't an asshole to you. Leave me alone, you've said enough

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obbins In reply to meevins [2019-08-12 18:59:16 +0000 UTC]

Jesus christ what the fuck

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meevins In reply to obbins [2019-08-12 19:00:55 +0000 UTC]

bro I don't know I'm just out here trying to mind my own business but I just get swarmed by pretentious cucks that have crawled right out of reddit 

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obbins In reply to meevins [2019-08-12 19:04:08 +0000 UTC]

Yeah I can see that. What a dick lmao

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SpookySpider14 In reply to meevins [2019-08-12 18:43:05 +0000 UTC]

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Blazingflower500 In reply to ??? [2019-08-11 18:46:44 +0000 UTC]

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meevins In reply to Blazingflower500 [2019-08-11 18:55:36 +0000 UTC]

I know right? People just really seem to have a hate boner for her more than anything. So many people keep twisting "I feel that I've grown apart from my community. They don't seem to be interested in my content as much anymore and I'm not sure why or how to fix it" as "I hate all my fans, I don't have enough fame and I need more of it. Pay attention to me!"

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Spectral-Rose In reply to meevins [2019-08-11 18:59:35 +0000 UTC]

Yea! It's fine! We all feel like this at some point! 👌🏻

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sparkleroar [2019-08-11 17:35:48 +0000 UTC]

Well you could always just join a new community if your feeling that way. The animation community can be toxic in it's own ways, just like every community. With your popularity there definitely must be some people that don't give you slack. To stay in the community your in, you have to slave in every week to make an animation which is really hard for the short amount of time you have. It makes you feel like you don't have time to do anything else. It also might make you feel self conscious about your art since you didn't put in as much time as you'd like into it. You could try moving into different communities but you always feel like you have to start over with each one. Your popularity might help but if it's a new fandom you want to join then there's plenty of new shows coming out (not enough in my opinion) But if it's a community your looking for you can always try looking for one. Before I didn't really know what I was doing and then I found a community I felt at home in. Even if I only have 20 subs they still respect me and my content. I don't know what your interested in but I can give you a recommendation. I'm in a small funny group of people who make fanime. Usually when other people hear fanime they think of fandoms but it's really just people trying to make their own fanime and at this point half of us don't even care if it's an anime style or not. We just bring our stories we've wanted to life and help each other out. We have a discord server cause we're noobs but I felt right at home once I joined. (also lots of fanime are kinda bad quality which made me feel better about posting but the ideas are great) I feel awkward about links because it can be considered rude but maybe you have stories you want to make and we can help you out with it. discord.gg/QVSKnJZ Maybe it's the place for you.
I made my home there and maybe so can you or other people that read this, but if fanime isn't for you then I'm sure there is many other communities you can try out. Usually what helps is having people to talk about the thing you like. Whatever you choose to do I'm sure your true followers will be alright with it. Everyone belongs somewhere. You just gotta find out where that is.

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xCragonx [2019-08-11 17:24:43 +0000 UTC]

I think your cool as hell and I will always remember you.Back when I was in 5th grade I was so inspired and wanted to make dope memes like you.
Without you i probably would never be at the skill level I'm at today or even know anything about the animation community.I my not be with them big boiz on the top shelf but I'm always going to include you in this community. 

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GlitchArtTV [2019-08-11 17:17:40 +0000 UTC]

Maybe you need more hobbies.

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Superspicygummybears [2019-08-11 15:58:35 +0000 UTC]

I smell bullshit...

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Ruffits [2019-08-11 15:43:08 +0000 UTC]

"I don't feel like I'm being included in anything anymore" "I feel like everyone's forgotten about me"

-24k watchers
-1000's of Favorites & Pageviews Daily
-Supportive Fans and community that loves and respects you

 
r/im14andthisisdeep

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Corbival In reply to Ruffits [2019-08-11 17:43:35 +0000 UTC]

It's about the community, weren't you listening?
Watchers and pageviews don't matter to some people - for some it's about interaction, people checking up to ask how you're doing, being invited to just chat with people.
Watchers, favourites and pageviews are just hollow and empty, they're just numbers on a screen.

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Ruffits In reply to Corbival [2019-08-11 19:07:34 +0000 UTC]

"Supportive Fans and Community that loves and respects you", weren't you listening?
One look at their profile shows supportive friends and fans that chat, interact and are caring towards our person here. Of course Watchers, Favorites and Pageviews don't mean everything but do set a precedent when one says they're not feeling included or forgotten.

Perhaps they're something bigger going on and sorry if I come off as ignorant but this is just my personal take.

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CheeseCakeAlchemist In reply to Ruffits [2019-08-11 17:38:28 +0000 UTC]

I don't know the person or whats going on but if its depression, unfortunately depression doesn't work that way.


Depression doesn't listen to reality or rational thinking, and is completely separate from the individual who is suffering from it. Its like being sucked into a thick black tarr that consumes you, overriding your system and forcing you to feel otherwise against your will even if you are aware, blocked off from taking in comforts of level headed thinking or loving supporters.

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Ruffits In reply to CheeseCakeAlchemist [2019-08-11 19:10:10 +0000 UTC]

That does add a layer of perspective that I do appreciate.

My analysis was a quick, surface-level take that didn't really consider the following.

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ImiNor In reply to Ruffits [2019-08-11 16:50:12 +0000 UTC]

Off-topic. But I clicked the link and first thing I saw was SBREN SBEVE

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benltolte In reply to Ruffits [2019-08-11 16:40:20 +0000 UTC]

Seriously, this comment here.  

I like her artwork and she seems like a nice person, but I find that sentence very hard to believe.

She's got bloody legions by her side cheering her on...

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profedrik In reply to ??? [2019-08-11 15:11:01 +0000 UTC]

My personal thought about YouTube:clickbait,demonetization,unfair rules,stolen content,really bad combination.

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TheCavernMonster In reply to ??? [2019-08-11 14:16:05 +0000 UTC]

I like to imagine the internet world the same way, and you have always been part of my version of the animation community! You're an amazing artist and animator and I have so much respect for you! Keep going! You're awesome!

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ShadowBunny89 In reply to TheCavernMonster [2019-08-11 16:43:09 +0000 UTC]

A community is full of various people, it doesnt matter what you do as long as the stuff you do makes you happy. Happiness is the key of life. Sometimes we lose it, but we eventually find a new way to find it. You aren't the only one who probably feels this way and tbh, it all matters on what you enjoy in life, you should never force yourself to do something you dont like.

Apologies if the advice is cheesy, but I hope it helps you in the future.

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TheCavernMonster In reply to ShadowBunny89 [2019-08-11 16:59:45 +0000 UTC]

...Was this meant to be a reply? XD

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ShadowBunny89 In reply to TheCavernMonster [2019-08-11 17:30:46 +0000 UTC]

...wha?

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TheCavernMonster In reply to ShadowBunny89 [2019-08-11 19:30:04 +0000 UTC]

You posted that as a reply to my comment.

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ShadowBunny89 In reply to TheCavernMonster [2019-08-11 20:09:44 +0000 UTC]

Oh shizzz sorry, thought I hit comment on the post fuuuu.

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TheCavernMonster In reply to ShadowBunny89 [2019-08-11 21:38:29 +0000 UTC]

Lol it's okay! It's fairly easy to hit the wrong button.

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memerqueen101 [2019-08-11 14:00:09 +0000 UTC]

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Minkalovesbts12 [2019-08-11 13:43:38 +0000 UTC]

Hey don’t think like that if they are ignoring you then try to break through to them again

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SumArtist25 [2019-08-11 12:44:51 +0000 UTC]

Dont feel like that everyone fits in and I know you do to darn you may have your own fandom to me but trust me I know you are in! Just try staying positive but do not put this on you like a weight I am not your boss. But know that your always In a community no matter what!  

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CitraDrawsLemons In reply to ??? [2019-08-11 11:25:15 +0000 UTC]

Hey.
I'm not even  gonna pretend that i understand what you're going through, or know you at all, so i might come off as a rude person. Have you tried asking yourself why do you feel like this? There are many, many people here saying 'You are not alone' and 'we love you and your work' and i know that they just want to comfort you in a time of need, but getting to the root of the problem is just as important as reassurence that 'we're all here for you'.

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0Jynxthejinx0 In reply to CitraDrawsLemons [2019-08-11 12:10:24 +0000 UTC]

I agree with this 100%. 

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faymorgana In reply to ??? [2019-08-11 10:14:33 +0000 UTC]

Everyone feels that way. Everyone feels undervalued, ignored, isolated. Everyone feels special, talented and unfairly ignored by people. But you are not. You are not a small, special snowflake. Nobody owes you anything, especially on the Internet. Not careful, not love, not approval. The problem you have to solve by yourself, not relying on the fact that they will come to comment "But no, I adore you! You are important to everyone, we all love you", because all the people who write your nice comment forget about you just sent it and go back to your life. This is because the Internet contains millions of users, perhaps billions, and no, these millions of users are not interested in you as a person. The moment they close your page, the chat or something else, they forget about you. And rightly so, one cannot have the pride of thinking that people in the world just because they put a like to something you posted then have duties towards you, or reasons to think of you as a friend or confidant. You are a user on the internet, a stranger, one of the billions with whom the contact is limited to that post, to that drawing, to that chat. Then back to being no one for them. And rightly so. If you want real contacts, feel part of something, someone who cares about you, turn off the internet and try real life, where you can be a person and not an account on a screen.

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0Jynxthejinx0 In reply to faymorgana [2019-08-11 11:14:19 +0000 UTC]

Thank you, this is so true. 

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cynthiaendergirl In reply to ??? [2019-08-11 09:57:39 +0000 UTC]

scoots, you ARE a comunity. people look at your work as if your a queen, your never alone

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Lonely-peach In reply to ??? [2019-08-11 08:53:30 +0000 UTC]

Ohhh, no, no, and no again!
Of course, I don’t really know you, and I don’t know you very well in the virtual world, but I’m 100% sure that you are an amazing person.
You draw cool, you have cool animation, you are a person who inspires hope and confidence in everyone.
Your feelings .... Lies. More precisely, it only seems to you.
The main thing is not to worry, we will support you at the most difficult moment!^^
You are not alone, do not worry)

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Savvy-Friends In reply to ??? [2019-08-11 08:24:26 +0000 UTC]

Scoots.
U bootiful.

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alaiamax In reply to ??? [2019-08-11 07:35:28 +0000 UTC]

u and ur art is bootiful uwu

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