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Guess who thought it'd be a good idea to go audition for teachers day.
this girl...and it went in flames by that I mean my self esteem.

Unlucky me had to be the first to preform and I got staged fright that my chorus went squeaky. I lost my voice and was like //oppssiesssss I'm sorry.

My teacher (the judge) was very nice and told me that my voice was good but I lost it at the chorus, she said I was great of me to come out of my comfort zone and do something out of the ordinary. I mean like, she knows I'm mostly surrounded by books and art 24/7. She said I could try for next year but heckkkk idk man

But like myself esteem is so low right now, not because I didn't get pick. It's because I lost my confidence and didn't preform as I hope I did.

I'm sick atm so yeah, that's worst now.

Omai why did I agree on auditioning I feel so embarrassed now, it's so hard to fall asleep. I just had to get this of my chest.

I guess I'm not going to school tomorrow, my health isn't at it's best atm :' )

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Guess who thought it'd be a good idea to go audition for teachers day.
this girl...and it went in flames by that I mean my self esteem.

Unlucky me had to be the first to preform and I got staged fright that my chorus went squeaky. I lost my voice and was like //oppssiesssss I'm sorry.

My teacher (the judge) was very nice and told me that my voice was good but I lost it at the chorus, she said I was great of me to come out of my comfort zone and do something out of the ordinary. I mean like, she knows I'm mostly surrounded by books and art 24/7. She said I could try for next year but heckkkk idk man

But like myself esteem is so low right now, not because I didn't get pick. It's because I lost my confidence and didn't preform as I hope I did.

I'm sick atm so yeah, that's worst now.

Omai why did I agree on auditioning I feel so embarrassed now, it's so hard to fall asleep. I just had to get this of my chest.

I guess I'm not going to school tomorrow, my health isn't at it's best atm :' )