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as i walk to bottom and back of the cellar
cold
freezing
as the wind blows
outside the weathered doors of the cold ditch
they call the "safe place"
lined with spider webs
i walk holding a knife and i jar
see the insects crawl along the walls
sink
open my veins
watch the blood run down the inside of the jar
push some nails through my arm
cry and barf
feeling lightheaded i run to the house
seal my wounds
leave the knife, jar and nails now red with blood on the kitchen counter
let you know what i'm becoming
please don't hesitate
drown in a pool of tears after you relize what you've made me

Description
as i walk to bottom and back of the cellar
cold
freezing
as the wind blows
outside the weathered doors of the cold ditch
they call the "safe place"
lined with spider webs
i walk holding a knife and i jar
see the insects crawl along the walls
sink
open my veins
watch the blood run down the inside of the jar
push some nails through my arm
cry and barf
feeling lightheaded i run to the house
seal my wounds
leave the knife, jar and nails now red with blood on the kitchen counter
let you know what i'm becoming
please don't hesitate
drown in a pool of tears after you relize what you've made me