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you saw me cut away my innocence,
you watched me mutilate my sanity,
you hung your head low when you saw me inject death,
you kept quiet when i whispered in your ear the motive for my actions,
you watched my hands shake, my blood shot eyes glare at the most whimsical of things,
you saw me peel my skin away, pull the scabs, pick at my failiar,
you held me as i sobbed, as i told you of my hell, you listened as i bitched about my flaws,
you helped me through the dark years,
you held me tight everytime i'd apologize, everytime i'd turn to you, you stood with open arms,
when i hit rock bottom you were there to help me reclaim my stability,
you've been there ever since, and i know it was hard,
hard to stand back and watch me fall, i saw the holes on your bedroom walls,
and in a way i made you suffer more than me,
i don't know where i would be today if i didn't have you then,
it seemed everyone spat in my face,
you knew i was messed up and you stood by me,
took shit from everyone,
i screwed you over and you still held my hair back as i barfed,
i was in bed sick for two weeks and you made me comfortable,
my own parents pushed me away,
how did you survive,
i love you more than anyone on this earth for what you did,
gave me a breath of fresh air,
you saved me,
i live for you

Description
you saw me cut away my innocence,
you watched me mutilate my sanity,
you hung your head low when you saw me inject death,
you kept quiet when i whispered in your ear the motive for my actions,
you watched my hands shake, my blood shot eyes glare at the most whimsical of things,
you saw me peel my skin away, pull the scabs, pick at my failiar,
you held me as i sobbed, as i told you of my hell, you listened as i bitched about my flaws,
you helped me through the dark years,
you held me tight everytime i'd apologize, everytime i'd turn to you, you stood with open arms,
when i hit rock bottom you were there to help me reclaim my stability,
you've been there ever since, and i know it was hard,
hard to stand back and watch me fall, i saw the holes on your bedroom walls,
and in a way i made you suffer more than me,
i don't know where i would be today if i didn't have you then,
it seemed everyone spat in my face,
you knew i was messed up and you stood by me,
took shit from everyone,
i screwed you over and you still held my hair back as i barfed,
i was in bed sick for two weeks and you made me comfortable,
my own parents pushed me away,
how did you survive,
i love you more than anyone on this earth for what you did,
gave me a breath of fresh air,
you saved me,
i live for you