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Sitting and thinking...;
the worst I could do.
My mind floats far away,
and always turns me blue.
I make up stories in my head,
of things that you might do;
but every time that you come home,
these words never come to you.
Making our... relationships tomorrow up in my head;
always just leaves me again alone in bed.
I cry and cry, and make it out worse that it is;
because, you see my dear, my expectations are bliss.
Romantic ways within me,
make my heart go wild;
because I always have been nothing more than a child.
Eighteen and loving someone who has loved before;
Always wishing I had been... the one who had opened up your door.
Your door to love, to trust, to future plans ahead;
always wishing I had been the one first with you in bed.
BUT!!!
I love the love you give me;
the words that settle my fears.
Because you will be with me through all my future years!
2003

~Shelly