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harlequinfool — Desperation by-nc-nd
Published: 2007-10-20 16:04:37 +0000 UTC; Views: 107; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 0
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Description This body an empty shell
Soul seemingly nonexistent
This chest heavier with every breath taken
And eyes seeing, nothing getting through
A face of statue, ever constant

What’s it worth to keep on living?
In my shell I hide, a coward
A misery I wish to end
Afraid of opening a door to something worse
Self destruction, an escape route
Greatest lie ever told
An excuse for self murder
A failing justification for a great sin

Thousand ton chain at my ankles
Crawling in pathetic agony
Struggling to live
An instinct for survival
Though the heart is breaking
It’s soul crying tears of blood
Not knowing why
These limbs seem to fall apart
Sitting in this crimson pool
Crying for an angel, saviour
Choking sobs force their way out
In strained breaths barely alive
Bitter cold seeping through dying limbs
I’m drowning
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Comments: 14

insanityandcataclysm [2007-10-21 06:12:08 +0000 UTC]

:AMAZING.:

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harlequinfool In reply to insanityandcataclysm [2007-10-21 18:39:00 +0000 UTC]

Thank you ^^

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insanityandcataclysm In reply to harlequinfool [2007-10-22 09:43:35 +0000 UTC]

I know now why they don't provide a category for it.
I think it's because they fear DA will be bombarded with EMO people.

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harlequinfool In reply to insanityandcataclysm [2007-10-23 03:02:09 +0000 UTC]

._. Still it makes putting things in their rightful place a confusing task. >_> Maybe I'll write Horror Macabre just for kicks and post it sometime.. Since I won't have to think that much to cat it.

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insanityandcataclysm In reply to harlequinfool [2007-10-23 05:46:07 +0000 UTC]

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z32 [2007-10-20 17:21:12 +0000 UTC]

Hmm I've felt something like this before, so I understand
Just beacuse I felt like to do XDD

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harlequinfool In reply to z32 [2007-10-20 21:27:33 +0000 UTC]

^^ :\ I hope you don't feel this often. It's a problem called depression if this 'down' feeling lingers around for more than two weeks.

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z32 In reply to harlequinfool [2007-10-20 23:59:56 +0000 UTC]

Yeah I know, actually I've got depressive neurosis or something like that o_o but i'm ok as long as I have Mello!!! XDD ok no

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harlequinfool In reply to z32 [2007-10-21 00:01:44 +0000 UTC]

-snort- lol xD Which season do you think represents Mello? I think it's summer.

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z32 In reply to harlequinfool [2007-10-21 00:03:09 +0000 UTC]

Mmmm summer is nice, but I see it like autumn, though summer's a better idea...swimsuits!! *o*

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harlequinfool In reply to z32 [2007-10-21 00:08:50 +0000 UTC]

Mello swims? -incredulous- Well, never thought of it that way. o_o xD I simply thought it suits his personality.

._. I put Matt in Autumn. Not just cause of his read hair. In a way, cause we don't know him that much I think xD, he's cold, quite level headed, cool tempered (maybe), something in his gaming streak makes me think of playful children (thus colourful like the falling leaves), etc. -brain too fuzzed to think @tm-

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z32 In reply to harlequinfool [2007-10-21 23:35:04 +0000 UTC]

Now that you say it, yeah, Matt looks like Xmas, but he's totally autumned!! :3

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stalker-in-training [2007-10-20 16:12:13 +0000 UTC]

This chest heavier with every breath taken <---- inhaled would sound better

nothing getting trough <---- typo.


A misery I wish to end (soon)? Missing syllable to complete sentence.

Afraid of opening a (new) door to something worse?

Thousand ton chain (bite) at my ankles

Crawling in pathetic agony (towards nothing)

It’s (the) soul crying tears of blood

Sitting in this crimson pool <--- drowning would be more appropriate.

I’m drowning <---- change to dying maybe?

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harlequinfool In reply to stalker-in-training [2007-10-20 16:18:43 +0000 UTC]

Inhaled sounds weird. I guess it depends on how you're reading it.

"Afraid of opening a (new) door to something worse?" No, I'm talking about Hell.

Thousand ton chain (bite) at my ankles <-- dragging... -_-

Crawling in pathetic agony (towards nothing) <-- maybe

It’s (the) soul crying tears of blood <-- no.

"Sitting in this crimson pool <--- drowning would be more appropriate." <--- .......

I’m drowning <---- change to dying maybe? <-- maybe if that was the actual emotion I'm feeling.

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