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Published: 2014-04-11 19:15:23 +0000 UTC; Views: 1987; Favourites: 44; Downloads: 0
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You see that girl you just bullied?
The one you harassed over her choice of art?
The art of a man beating a woman to death?
She saw her father kill her mother when she was five.
You know that man who likes to photograph himself in dresses?
The one you called a homo because of his choice of clothing?
Well, his parents wanted him to be a girl instead of a boy.
So they made him dress like that everyday to pretend he was a girl.
You know that woman who writes stories about child rape?
The one you bullied until she didn’t know how to cope with life anymore
Her uncle has been in jail for the past eleven years.
He raped her daily for seven years of her life.
What about that guy who favored abstract artwork?
Do you remember him he liked to use the colors red and black a lot.
He was nearly beaten to death when he was fourteen.
He only knows nightmares because he remembers seeing his blood on the wall.
What about me? Do you remember me? Even just a teensy little bit?
You bullied me because you thought I used a fictional character in the wrong way.
Well, I’ve been beaten, sexually harassed, and neglected by my family.
Do you think its a coincidence that I had the same things happen to the character I wrote about?…
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wow man do I understand that * sigh * -_- I dont even post some of the stuff that I draw on here because im afraid of what people will comment * growl * seriously though why do humans have to be suck asses! ( no offense human race ^-^' )
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I think its because its simply in our nature to form groups and fight for dominance over our "Terf".
We're kinda like lions or baboons. We form groups and lash out at anyone that seems to get in our way. Its an instinct we can't seem to get rid of.
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yeah * pout * really though some people can be such children
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Yes, they can. I've met a number of people who argue simply to argue.
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so have I -_- so have I
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I don't like people like them...
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I can relate to them all really v.v
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I know.
From what I've confirmed I'm a child born from rape.
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My brother is my father. Or was at least... My mom was a whore as well.. Turned me into one as well I guess v.v
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Don't call yourself that.
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But that's the definition..
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You still shouldn't call yourself such a thing.
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If I'm not that than what am I?
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(Forgive me if I peg you as rude right now, but I've deemed you a friend and I'm about to give you some tough love)
Do you sell your body for money? Are you a prostitute?
You've said nothing and done nothing to make me believe that you are.
By all definition and my personal opinion, a whore is someone who sells their body for money, drugs, or other resources.
So unless you have been doing things like that, you are not a whore.
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... I am a whore then. And you aren't rude... I appreciate it...
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In that sense you've been selling yourself then... I don't know the details, but I'll ask that if you find another means of supporting yourself, take it.
If your selling for money, there are other ways- some may not be as simple as what you're doing now, but I'd rather you take your personal well being into account.
If your selling for drugs (And I pray to god that your not despite my being an atheist), please, for the sake of yourself try to stop and get help. I've lost loved ones and watched my family fall apart over drugs.
I don't know exactly what your going through or why you're in your situation, but, I'd rather give you my advise and opinions now and have you cross with me than not tell you and later learn that something bad has happened to you...
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*sighs* I'm.... A minor... I dont sell myself v.v its more like before my mother was put in jail I was sold v.v I really shouldn't b saying this stuff but I really don't care who knows at this point
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If it was against your will then I don't consider you a whore- I consider you an abused child and someone who understands my pain.
Your not doing it anymore.
Your mother is a terrible person for doing such a thing to you- and I wouldn't care if she was in a position that made her feel as if she had no other options. I'm set in my opinion that any woman who could mistreat or abandon their child is scum.
My new-found resentment towards your mother aside- I do not believe you are a whore.
You are an abused, mistreated, misunderstood person who was forced to do something against their will.
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I hate people that say that internet friends aren't real... You're such a kind person and I'd be grateful to call you my friend.. I know I'm supposed to be a "man" but this conversation has made me break down to tears because its shocking how kind someone can be.. Thank you..
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While I haven't met you in person, its not hard for me to tell that you've been suffering- I have a knack for sensing things like that. I don't know why, I just do- and I put it to good use.
Its an instinct of mine to try and help people when I see them suffering- especially if I consider them my friend. I developed this behavior in response to everything I went through at the hands of my mother.
The fact remains- whether I know you in real life or not, your a real person with real feelings. I care about you.
If anyone ever tries to degrade you in any way- come to me for help. I will stand at your side and do everything within my power to help you. Even if you just need someone to rant at about a bad day- I'll listen.
So, perk up, okay? There's no shame in crying.
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Thank you so much. You're such a great person <3
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No problem. Anytime. Feel free to contact me if you need anything.
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*Giggles. "Virtual hug"~*
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that....just broke my heart and made mah soul leave the building! The last one really got me about you! Im so shocked!!!
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A lot of people are, because I don't seem like someone who's gone through all of that- my writing has helped me vent over the years, and I've more or less learned to cope on my own.
I've been told by adults that I think and speak like someone of a much older age- and that's because of my way of thinking. I have a very strong mind, and I think for a very long time about things to try and understand every detail.
In any sense, poetry is my favorite way to express my pain and sorrows- and when I don't use a rhyme scheme it means that I'm very serious on the topic.
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Im so with you! I know how it feels! I need to cry but I shall resist! I find it neat that you use poetry to express your pain and sorrow cause it seems to express very very well!
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I've been practicing for years- since 6th grade.
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I wish I could do something...but I can't...
I've been sexually abused by a boy my age before..
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I was sexually harassed by my younger brother when I was seven. I've only began to talk about it a month ago.
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That's bad..I was harassed by my best friends brother..
and then my best friend.
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this makes me want to say something, do something, anything to just... help... I hope to be able to see everyone's amazing side and be able to comment and compliment on that, but then there's always someone ruining it because they just can't see...
you're amazing and I hope you know and I hope I can always tell you and all the amazing people in this world they are.
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Thank you.
The entire point of this is to point out that you never know the real reason behind someones art. I hope this gets the point across.
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I would say,
Like my usual phrase,
'Calm down, shoosh,
Maybe you need a break?'
But theres only so long
One can keep saying those words.
So instead I will say
'There are no fools in this world
no lesser beings either
One day we shall be our own downfall
And one day those people
Who said such rude things
They might see what its like
And then others might bully them
For the things the write and say.
How long can we all hide?
What we feel inside?
Does the world expect us
To pack our bags and leave it behind?
World,
You kept it hidden for long,
But a volcano will erupt
no matter what you do to stop.
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This is a beautiful poem. Very deep. Very meaningful. You should post it on your profile.
In any sense- I felt the urge to write and post this story. MoKaLo and I have developed a strong sense of trust with one another- she told me something about herself that she'd refused to tell anyone else. What she told me made me realize how alike she and I were.
So this is more or less for the sake of anyone who does art.
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I will post it soon, but I dont like it whenever I take the time to write something and some people choose to get angry at me cause 'I could have just linked and the comment would have been much shorter' Not that I think your that kind of person, but I always say 'better safe than sorry'
Follow the urge, I know what its like to develop that kind of trust, unfortunately I also know what its like to loose that kind of trust. I know what its like to realize how alike you are with someone!
For the sake of anyone, the writer pours his heart into his work. No matter who.
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Exactly.
As for being sent a link instead of the actual stuff- I don't see a difference. In both cases you'll take the time to read what the commenter wants shown to you- the only difference is that you've got to leave your messages when they send you a link.
I also know the pain of loosing someones trust and friendship- and of being betrayed.
For the sake of expressing the pain MoKaLo and I have felt about people judging our works the way the have, I wrote this and posted it. For the sake of venting my pent up feelings about my past, I put the situations in the story and try to make the characters overcome them- because then it makes me feel closer to overcoming them myself.
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I do not know what to write, I do not really know! is an outstanding job, I'm a little scared by the last part
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The poem was meant to make people think about what they say or do after viewing someone else's artwork or stories. It is true that I've suffered from the abuses I've listed in the end or it- and I do use my stories as a means of venting because the people around me don't listen and I don't like to talk (As in physically talk) about it with a counselor.
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I like talking to people, some maybe not help but to me it means a lot if someone spoke to me when I'm sad, that is precisely what I've started talking to the creepypasta, because they have a bad past and no one considers them as they really are...and maybe even have their own needs someone to listen to them...
Another reason is the fact that I'm shy, and all the times I've tried to come forward to make friends,
this person has proved cruel towards me, making me suffer the punishments of hell!!!
as if that was not enough now that my mom seems to hate me and do not see a future for me...
My characters always tell me that I am a wonderful person, who was very good at creating their history and their personality, they always tell me not to listen to my mom or anyone who tells me cruel things, they always say "you'll see, one day you will have your limelight!" I smile and nod but I know that's probably not gonna happen...sometimes it happens that I feel so angry that I get yell at them for no reason...
My problem is that I can not say what I think...I'm too scared...and are ten years that I hold inside all things that others have made me...
And I'm also afraid of expressing my emotions for fear of passing for a stupid person or childish...
Even though LJ is close to me I feel incredibly lonely and sad and I do not know why...
I just want to talk with someone who does not consider me crazy I want someone who understands me ... I do not want to be alone
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I know exactly how you feel, and I don't think your crazy. I'm very emotionally attached to my characters. I communicate with them through my dreams and they reach out to me when I shower (Strange I know...).
I also know your pain with your mother looking down on you and not being able to state your mind. I fear crying so much that I get sick and vomit if I cry- and its all because of how badly she damaged me emotionally.
Just remember this- no one has the right to call you crazy or call you a freak. What they think is odd is normal to others- in that sense, "Normal" is a phrase that should never be used to describe a persons behavior or personality.
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you're the first to tell where all my problems, I have tried it with other people but I do not get heard...I thank you for listening to me, talk made me feel better
i think that I will upload the prologue of Warrior Princess in a few days and then i can start the chap one
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Alright, cool.
And no problem about the talk~
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for the drawing for Mokalo i will take two oR three days
you give me an exact date so I can organize
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